#2.18.16

[whatsinyourmind]

nevemcnally: ur favourite quirky & relatable teens 📷: @abbeykeene

[tilthelight]

it’s hard to stomach how badly i fucked up when i have to say “please” and “thank you” to someone agreeing to see me when, before, all i had to do was ask “when’s the next time i’ll see you?” with the guarantee that there would be a next time. i miss her. i want to have something to show for when we see each other, whenever it might be, but i don’t know if saying “i haven’t touched k in weeks, i’ve only smoked cigarettes and the occasional joint” is anything to be proud of. she wouldn’t be proud of me.

i’m not proud of me either.

[an13ty-archive]

hmm it's rly sunny in this parking lot I wish I could just,,,, give you guys some drops of sunlight haha,,, dude imagine if they made sunlight flavored bonbons omg,,, I bet it would be like,,, honey? n it would make you feel warm but not too warm hmm

[an13ty-archive]

" I can't tag rn I cant "well like I said I can't do anything unless he's here" bitch yes you can??? you can fucjing tell me I have an actual problem instead of making it seem like everything is a lot less of a problem than it actually i!!!!!s every night I go to bed wanting to kill mnyself every night I dread eating dinner in fear my father will hit me and my mom will be on his side bitch tell me one more time you want to see him and that talking to him will make everything better !!! I fucjing DARE YOU to tell me it's not a big deal that my parents are gaslighting me and manipulating me and literally abusing me

[an13ty-archive]

the therapist kept telling me useless shit about how she wants both my parents to see her with me like NO!!!!!! that will make everything so so so so so so much worse !!!!!!!! he'll manipulate me into saying stupid lies and he'll make it so I can't go to therapy any more and he'll make it seem like I'm so fucjing alone I don't ever ever ever want him there with me he's going to take away my only hope for getting better

[babushka-]

The weight of the world sits on your shoulders but you still pretend not to feel your spine bending more and more each day  You let people push you around like a shopping cart  Your ideas thrown away before they even had a chance Before you let them become something Before you let yourself believe that this time could be different That this time will be different That this time he will not spit in your face while you try and apologize for everything you did when you were sixteen You have felt every day of your life weather your bones like a nineteen year storm But it never stopped you from holding your umbrella over other people to keep them from getting wet while you are soaked to the Bones that dissolve like sugar every night when you crawl into bed and pretend it never happened It didn't happen It couldn't have happened Because you are not like them You are different You are kind and strong You carry the world on your shoulders And still catch others when they fall

You are not another statistic you are so much more than ordinary // a letter to the girl in the mirror

[gayliencontact]

dude: he should be in the abc club right now instead of latchkey but me: *lowkey hysterics* dude: tf… me: abc café bYE

[gayliencontact]

“I’m gonna knock her out” “why you always salty; youre saltier than the bosco sticks tbh and that’s saying something”

guess who the salty one is you guessed it: @calliecalcium