#20.8

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to never associate anything with anyone—not even a colour—and keep the thing for what it is and what it gives

[ponsibonsi]

5

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diabolically elegant

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a grief as a distraction from grief—a grief as a companion for the original grief

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(thinking of christianism—coming as close as possible in order to get away from it as easily and definitely as possible)

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I don't know how I ever doubted I'd do it any different than you did.

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I thought it was your redemption I took on—turns out it's only your disease

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I tried carrying you every step of the way but you're too shallow and your sands keep running through my fingers, seeping into the earth you came from.