it's here
the day that we hope that it’ll never come, it’s here. i know, we’ve seen this coming for quite some time now but i still kept that hope of not letting it happened but… it still did.
it hurts, of course. as someone, a fan, that have been together with them for almost their whole debut years, of course it hurts. a lot..
but honestly, if this means he’s going to be happy then i guess it’s worth. rather than seeing him reading and receiving those hateful comments all the time being thrown at him as if he isn’t a human with feelings, if he’s happier this way, i’m glad.
happiness comes with a price to pay too. i’m thankful that he have been part of my journey throughout my whole entire teenage years and i’ll still love and support them the same, together or individually, both the same.
like i’ve mentioned, they’re the group that i’ve been a fan for the longest of and have been part of my teenage years, so if you’re asking me to let these feelings just fade like this, i’m telling you, it’ll be hard to do so. they hold a special place in my heart. forever.
to the group that i’ve love wholeheartedly, the group that’s irreplaceable, the group that gave me strength, the group that is my all time favourite, BEAST, thank you. i’ll forever be thankful.