#2017 tag

[krowfaced]

╢Personal work & characters╟

The app art I used to join Dernee with! Who knew that Dernee would become his second home (almost more canon than canon by this point), that this is where both him and me would find our gremlin soulmates?? He was actually fully off-limits to ship with, but at some point became my way to express my growing crush on @sundiessoon because I was way too chicken to be upfront about that 8) Turns out she was doing the same right back at me with Taffy. Yes, all four of us are idiots.

[franportfolio]

flower color wheel, a project for painting 1. fake flowers on canvas, 20" by 20".

[prettyaveragewhiteshark]

concept: we are together on the couch. i am laying with my legs across your lap. a breeze drifts through the open window and we can hear soft birdsong. you’re reading a book and you rest your hand on my leg. i strum my ukulele and sing la vie en rose. i am in love with you.

[spicybeaurito]

Newsies Live Things

The collective sigh in the theater when Crutchie says “watch me stand, watch me run” in Santa Fe Prologue, followed by my friend saying “honey...” 

The little hitch in breath during Carrying the Banner at “when the bell rings”

Les’s dialogue 

Ben Fankhauser’s face always 

“What, like a strike?”

The way they use the projections to show headlines and backdrops 

JACK”S DRAWING OF KATHERINE

Katherine is Purse Sass ™ 

My friend (who knows nothing of Newsies) asking me at intermission if Davey is supposed to be Jewish 

The fight choreography during Seize the Day 

LES IN A BARREL 

Les Jacobs, everybody 

Katherine’s tap solos during King of New York

Spoons during King of New York 

Santa Fe just ripped my heart out okay

Letter From the Refuge...Holy Heckers man

Pulitzer was very good, like his voice was A++ and he plays a villain well 

The Katherine Reveal was amazing and the whole theater’s gasp...Iconic ™ 

“poor guy’s HEAD IS SPINNING” 

Brooklyn’s Here was amazing, especially how they started it

TOMMY BRACCO

The ease of dialogue between Katherine and Jeremy before Something to Believe In 

Something To Believe In was very good and A+ 

Once and For All was perfect in every way and I had chills 

When Jack meets Teddy Roosevelt it was just too perfect 

Jeremy’s attempt to do the jump-heel-kick thing at bows...you tried, and that is what matters 

Andrew Keenan Bolger is adorable as heck

The whole thing was amazing

[phi1osophy]

lol didn't chicken out cut all my hair off today and feelin gr8

[krowfaced]

╢Personal work & characters╟

Just some more baby pictures I dug out 😔 They were made for a horror homebrew ttrpg side-event where all the participants were kids. And then the topic segwayed to an exceptionally short-lived but mandatory hp au.

[prettyaveragewhiteshark]

I’m feeling something today. Something familiar but also not. It’s that pressure behind the eyes, it’s that welling up of something cosmic, bigger than me, bigger than anything I could ever describe. 

It’s a wall, a tidal wave of quiet emotions, the kind that makes me want to sit at the bottom of a swimming pool and listen to the water silence and watch the sun wave at me through the surface. 

But it’s a good feeling, which is what makes it unfamiliar. Because before, it was a harbinger of death, it was a gentle, powerful hand, ready to hold me under and take me away. 

But now. Now it’s a gentle, powerful hand, ready to fill me up, make me something bigger than myself, bring me to horizons and to higher planes. 

But it’s so much, it’s a universal massiveness, and it makes me close my eyes, it makes me stare at the sunsets through my eyelids, it makes me want to stand alone somewhere high and isolated and quiet, because I’m not sure if I’m ready, I’m not sure if I want to be, I’m not sure if it matters because I think it’s going to happen whether I’m ready or not. 

And I’m not sure if it matters because for some reason, I know I’m going to be okay. 

[prettyaveragewhiteshark]

listen. listen to me. i’m gonna make a movie and it’s gonna have lesbian mains and i’m gonna cast ruth negga. listen to me universe. ruth negga, she’s gonna be my lesbian.