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The perfect, easy, Pumpkin Pie filling.
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November 3, 2020: Queen Letizia attended the closing ceremony of the 12th call for "Banco Santander Social Projects"
rise and shine
Im feeling so burn out with everything.
I'm burn out with work. I want to resign so badly and just retire from my career. I don't want to resign, shift and re-apply just to change and relocate office. I want to stop doing architecture and design permanently. I want another work away from it, I don't care if it's a low paying job like a barista or what. I want to stop going back and forth to other countries and to leave my two cats every single time. Im tired of it. I want to stop the whole day drawing and designing and meeting, and pretending to smile and enjoying the company of the clients. I'm sick of it.
I want to go back to writing and I'm trying for a few months now just to produce and complete even just one of my dozens of wips. And none is working. The wip is progressing, and i managed to finished one rough draft but i don't have an emotional attachment on it. I've been slumped in writer's block for a few months now and it's taking a toll on the pressure I'm feeling to create.
I just need that one story. I need that emotional connection like my previous works. I just want to write and create but i don't feel like im doing a good job on it. That all my wip is trash so I'm resorting to deleting the whole draft just to rewrite it again, and repeat the cycle of delete - rewrite again and again and again.
結婚することもこどもを生むことも自由だと思うけど、昨日法事で来てくれた和尚さんが【この人がいてこの人がいて…というのが続いて奇跡的に私たちがいる】と話していて、こどもを生まないとそんな奇跡を絶やすことになるんだなあと思ったらとんでもないことのような気がした。気が遠くなった。
2020/11/03/01:55
☪黒笑/東野圭吾 ★★★☆☆
短編集。中でも臨海家族が抜群によかった。おもちゃを買わせる戦略、面白いほどに繋がって納得できて笑えた。このおもちゃを買わせるためにこのおもちゃを作って、このおもちゃがある程度普及したら新しいバージョンを出して、うまくできてるなあと感心した。さすが東野圭吾だった。
2020/11/03/02:15