I didn’t know life can be this peaceful kapag private ka. I used to overshare things. Dati I have a confidence na magkwento sa ibang tao or tweet things about what is happening in my life pero ngayon? i don’t know. I used to be an extrovert too. Very very outgoing and didn’t think of feeling being unwanted. I just go with flow. But as I grow older, mas nagiging sensitive ako sa mga bagay bagay. On how I view situations. hindi ko alam if you call this “maturing” but I like it. Namulat na ako sa mga taong ayaw ka isama kahit na “magkakaibigan” kayo and I completely understand that, that i have to step back kasi they didn’t include me. Masakit sa pakiramdam but it’s okay. It is okay not being included sa mga lakad, sa mga gc o kaya sa kahit anuman. and I experienced talking in a group but no one is listening. I love dancing pero may taong naparamdam saakin na hindi ako magaling at may mga taong mas magaling saakin, that is when I stopped dancing. I didn’t know growing up can make u step back from the things that you like kasi ayaw mo na na may masabi sayo yung iba ,gusto mo nalang ng tahimik that is why I choose to be private. my life is peaceful, walang nasasabi saakin mga tao kasi hindi na nila alam kung ano ang nangyayari saakin. It is peaceful but I am not happy