#2020xtie

[kissthejoy]

tumblr likes

it’s weird looking at your old tumblr likes. it’s like revisiting what 2013 xtie liked and who she wanted to be, and weirder so, comparing it to who she actually became and where is actually is. talk about a little jarring. 

and then there’s the posts you see your ex liked back then when we were together. esp the ones with girls he said reminded him of you/me. the more i think he liked the idea of me/who i could become, not actually me. 

maybe that is me now.