#21.22

[berguzarrr]

Mayısın 18’i. Gün de mayıs gibi son demlerini yaşıyor. Saat geçmiş dokuzu. Gökyüzü de geçmiş kendinden Bolu’da. İşte seyrediyoruz caddeyi, şöyle oturmuşuz kedimle. Sarı sokak lambasının ışığıyla parıldarken damlalar, ifşa oluyor yağmur. Şu hemen karşıdaki kocaman ağacın dalları karşı koyamayıp, rüzgarın heybetiyle savruluyor. Onunla birlikte belki nice hayatlar da savruluyor. Yağan yaz yağmurundan biraz daha farklı. Hava da hafif soğumuş, ondan diyorum Hepimiz biliyoruz bu mayıs sonu gökyüzünün neye ağladığını. Bize neye ağlıyoruz? Ya da biz neden ağla(ya)mıyoruz?

[kalb-ivaveyla]

uyu melek yüzlüm uyu,bu dünya dipsiz bir kuyu

[asphaltehurlant]

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[thequakergoesdeaf]

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The Quaker Goes Deaf - Playlist 21.22

Ty Segall–The Feels–Manipulator

Trip Wire–Long Days Gone–Trip Wire

Wilco–Dawned On Me–The Whole Love

Centro-Matic–Cross Path–Take Pride In Your Long Odds

Hipbone Slim–Standoff–Hipbone Slim Vs. Sir Bald Diddly

The Dustaphonics–Party Girl–Party Girl

Buffalo Killers–With Love–Buffalo Killers

Oxford & Co.–Twenty Days, Twenty Nights–Oxford & Co.

Arbouretum–Destroying To Save–The Gathering

Guadalupe Plata–Que He Sacado Con Quererte–Guadalupe Plata 2017

Mooses–In Case They’re Wonderin’–Custom Made Music Sampler 2014

Kaveh Kanes–Modern Times–Capital

Moon Duo-Trails–Circles

King Buffalo–Pocket Full Of Knife–Demo

Chief Nowhere–Matador–Chief Nowhere

Temples–Born Into The Sunset–Volcano

Yo La Tengo–Automatic Doom–Stuff Like That There

King Dude–Barbara Anne–Burning Daylight

Mastodon–Cold Dark Place–Cold Dark Place

Somali Yacht Club–Loom–The Sun

[jurassicpark02]

Dream SMP VODS!

I made a carrd with the VODS (on youtube, of course) linked, some are unlisted and are on my main channel and some are linked to the official channel for that member's VODS. It's a very new thing, so I only have a few of Wilbur's, Jack's, and Tommy's VODS up but I will be working on adding more. :)

If anyone has any suggestions-how to make the carrd look better or anything-tell me!

Check it out!

[oavye-blog]

New thoughts

Finally Newton's home. I've missed him a lot, especially the first days he was away. Obviously we've tried to compensate for the time we've been away from each other when we were camping and it was nice and I actually had the though 'Oh right, I remember this. Wow long time we actually talk IRL' and stuff like that... Not long after we've seen each other now, I remember more of how it used to be when we hang out. And I've realized that I tend to shame for his sake. I can't remember anything right now though, but I can remember having that thought. I can remember that I've thought that it's not really that fun being with him. We don't do anything in perticular and we don't talk so much about anything as far as I remembered. So the new thought is that I don't think I want to settle for something this small or vague in a relationsip. I've earlier thought that 'he would do' if things turned out that way for some reason. I would like a more proper love. Um that kind of love I've expected earlier that everyone should have and do have (until Toby said that what me and Newton got is love according to her). But since it's me I start to think the opposite way again. What if what I think now is a cliché - 'You don't know what you've got until you lose it'. I lost Newton a month ago. I missed him a lot (well I had my PMS at that time too). But now I don't think THAT heartly about him because I'm expecting him to be here. So either it's a cliché or I was right about my thoughts of love from the very beginning (that I'm not in love with Newton). I think it's leaning more towards to the last part since the last week until he would come back home I haven't missed him that much. So possibly it's just that I'm not used to him being away... One last thing: I don't expect him to be in a relationship with me if I ever realize that I am in love with him. Just because I would think it's OK/nice to grow old with that silly boy doesn't mean I think it will happen if I just ask him to stay with me for the rest of our lives.

[ayrilikgunlugu]

3.7

I.

bi' yastıktan bi' yataktan bi' odadan, evden bi' şehirden bir gün de öylesine nefret edilir mi? edilir. ediliyormuş.

II.

nasıl bir çığlık gerek, evin sessizliğini bozmaya. senin tek nefesin yetmişken.