#2347

[sdeluu]

'içimi kusmak istiyorum. doldurduğum her düşünceyi. her sızıyı. her dayatılan sahteliği kusmak. kimseyi affetmemek. böyle oluşumda katkısı olan herkesi reddetmek. etrafımdaki herkesi kovmak. kimseyi mabedime kabul etmemek. içimin karanlığını kusmak. nefret etmek. içimden. dışa dönen her şeyden. kurtulmak istiyorum. bu hislerden. fazla var olmaktan. fazlalığımdan. kurtulmak. tamamıyla yok olmak. yokluğu kabullenmek. kirlenmiş kanı dökmek. kanımı dökmek. sonlandırmak. gerçekliği bitirmek. sanrıları söndürmek. bırakmak. tamamıyla. tamamen. bırakmak kendimi boşluğa. boşluğu kabullenmek. bir olmak. devam etmeyi bırakmak. boşvermek. boş olmak. tamamen. hissiz. hiçsiz. gülüşüm ile boğulmak. boğmak herkesi. kusmak istiyorum. içimde biriken her kelimeyi. sunduğum her sevgiyi boğmak. yok etmek. hiçleşmek. zamana bırakmadan, bitirmek. bitmek. içimi hiçleştirmek. kaybolmak. hiç var olmamışçasına, yok olmak. âh.

[kirby-the-gorb]

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: June 21, 2024

Lyrics:

I was all but 22

I think at the time

I'd been out on the road

Lonely at night

And it'd been a while

So it was on my mind

Well, I saw him walk in

With his cowboy hat

And I thought to myself

I could use some of that

His boots like glass on a sawdust floor

Had moves like nothin' I'd ever seen before

So I walked right up

And I pulled him to the side

I handed him a beer and looked him right in the eye

And I said "Baby, I think you're gonna wanna hear this"

Then I told him

Excuse me

You look like you love me

You look like you want me

To want you to come on home

And baby, I don't blame you

For lookin' me up and down across this room

I'm drunk and I'm ready to leave

And you look like you love me

Well, I was down at the local beer joint with a few of the guys

When this cute little country girl caught my eye

And boy, let me tell you

She was the prettiest thing I'd ever seen in a pair of boots

Well, she walked right up to me, handed me a beer

Gave me a look like, let's get outta here

And that's when I realized that she was every cowboy's dream come true

She told me this right here, she said

Excuse me

You look like you love me

You look like you want me

To want you to come on home

And baby, I don't blame you

For lookin' me up and down across this room

I'm drunk and I'm ready to leave

And you look like you love me

Alright, now

So if you ever see a man in a cowboy hat

And you think to yourself

"I could use some of that"

Don't waste your time

Just give 'em this here line

Goes a little like this

Songwriter:

Excuse me

You look like you love me

You look like you want me

To want you to come on home

And baby, I don't blame you

For lookin' me up and down across this room

I'm drunk and I'm ready to leave

And you look like you love me

I'm drunk and I'm ready to leave

And you look like you love me

Aaron Raitiere / Ella Langley

SongFacts:

👉📖

Homepage:

Ella Langley

Riley Green

[thewertsearch]

You like to try to imagine the adventures of these players. Were they successful in repopulating their race? Did they manage to protect their matriorb and hatch a new mother grub? Could they hold it together, or were they torn apart by the complex social dynamics, the matespritships and moirallegiences and auspisticisms and kismesissitudes that will surely plague your group along the way?

Kanaya can't conceive of something as weird as a human, just yet - so she’s doing the troll equivalent of anthropomorphizing.

You have little doubt they succeeded with flying colors.

ummmmmm

You have little doubt their victory was because of their leader, a great heroine, the TENTACLETHERAPIST. From what she recorded, it seems the group had very little knowledge of what they were getting into. And yet they appear to have been the only of their kind to have risen to the challenge in a session stacked heavily against them. You are convinced her leadership was the difference.

Honestly, she’s not that far off. Rose’s leadership was extremely important in getting John safely through his First Gate - and then the Horrorterrors showed up, ruining everything. 

I love that ROOSEL ALONDE is this huge badass in Kanaya’s mind. She seems to be a violet-blood, on the high end of the spectrum - which makes sense, since her walkthrough is written in what Kanaya would perceive to be an upper-class accent. 

It would be nice to have the chance to talk to her. Alas, she's likely been dead for millennia. Only the incomplete record of a long forgotten quest remains.

On the other hand, if you were to discover her quest ended in failure, it might be somewhat disillusioning.

The truth is greater and more terrible than you can imagine, Kanaya Maryam.

[albertxylin]

Glutton Punishment

I drink scalding soup. I swallow steaming lava, Bright bubbling orange with chunks of corn That scorches my mouth and tongue. A torch burns away the hairs on a piece of untreated leather.

I chew through crunchy chips, The kind that are double-fried until almost rock-solid with sandpaper texture, Ignorant of how they scour and scrape the skin off the roof of my mouth Until no chips remain, And I am left with the echoes of hunger and desire to accompany pain.

I prioritise pleasure and indulgence over self-preservation, Possessed by a greed that would rather I choke than eat slower, Deathly impatient and craving more.

[leedongwook]

3x02 // 4x01

[manoelt-finisterrae]

..inland..

© Manoel T, 2021

[sleepsucks]