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Değişmeyen tek şey sabahlar.
Sabah hep aynı şekilde oluyor.
İlkin bir boşluğa uyandığını hissetmenin yavanlığı,ardından bir bıçak gibi hatırlanan gündelik mutsuzluklar.
#ClapForOurCarers (x) - 26.03
Türkiye direnecektir. O, duların bereketiyle, yaşamış ve yaşayacak güzel insanların himmetiyle direnecektir. Her şey yakılıp yıkılsa, taş taş üstünde bırakılmasa dahi, o tahammül ve merhamet duygusu yerinde duracak, onların mayasıyla bu ülke kendini onaracaktır. Kim merhameti yeryüzünden toplar ve tüfeklerle, nitrojen bombalarıyla, TV aygıtları ve günlük gazetelerle kazıyabilir ki?..
*kendini koruyan toprak
Nedir bu 7’nin hikmeti..?
Накрыло какой-то серой полосой. Не чёрной, нет, именно серой - всё, вроде, не совсем плохо, но, блять, непонятно
Дистанционка, личная жизнь, бытовуха, друзья, какие-то сторонние проблемы, мелкие, большие, куча, куча, куча всего, и я во всём этом как в урагане. Не успеваю сфокусироваться на чём-то одном, как сверху валится ещё миллиард чего угодно. Неудержимым потоком тащит сквозь жизнь, я не могу сделать даже вдох, захлёбываюсь и вообще не умею плавать
И резко каждое моё действие начало оборачиваться не очень приятными последствиями либо для меня, либо для окружающих
Сука, не могу, подожди, дай посидеть в тишине, наедине со своими мыслями, без принятия каких-либо решений, выборов, без действий
Дай. Просто. Успокоиться
Konuşmadan uyudu 💔
Forgot to post about my home workout yesterday. Since I had no soreness from the last one I upped the weights (and think I can up them again). Anyway here it is
3 x 10 Kettelbell squats 4 / 6kg *
3 x 10 Glute bridges 6kg
3 x 10 Russian twist each side 6kg
3 x 10 biceps curls each side 2kg
3 x 10 triceps extensions 2kg
3 x 10 overhead presses each side 2kg
3 x 30sec elbow plank
i must tend to this garden
whatever in it blooms
declared by some god
a giver --
a woman who grows things
until she is overcome with what blossoms
a woman who will not pull out the weed
not even when it outgrows her home
not even when her body is sprouting leaf and vine
and the repellent sits on a windowsill
not even when the god finally comes back
to say she is free
to say the overgrowth is past tense now, there are new homes
to inhabit
new gardens to grow
no, the woman will never
stop tending, and after all, what is a woman
without being tender? at least, she knows this is what they will say
and if she abandons what she begged to grow?
what they demanded? what they said would one day be beautiful?
perhaps she would not be a woman after all
she thinks, maybe womanhood can cease
at some point
if you stop letting the infection spread
or maybe it's the other way around
maybe being a woman is to hurt
to let the vine grow
and grow
and grow
scared to stop watering it
in case it is all that is left