really wanna just gather all the courage i have and be straight up with everyone before the year ends. like i wanna tell people everything i have to tell them or just catch up on all the things ive been up to this year or get clarification and closure on questions that ive always wanted answered. i just want to keep it 100 and make sure 2016 starts at 100 you know? im just scared because i know i could hurt a lot of people with the things i have to confess to them. im even more afraid of being hurt by what others will have to say to me. im so used to wondering and having everything concealed. to have everything all out and exposed is so out of my comfort zone. but i think i might just do it. i think it would be good starting 2016 knowing where i stand.