#28th nov

[thelenazavaroniarchive]

5th August 2026.

𝟓𝐭𝐡 𝐀𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟔. New on the Internet Archive today: The Celebrity Culture Reader, it very briefly mentions Lena, but it looks like an interesting book in it's own right.

The Celebrity Culture Reader : Marshall, P. David: Amazon.co.uk: Books

[neo-existential-crisis]

Realism

Today’s lecture was looking at the introduction of Realism and how modernism played a role in that as well as the movement away from academies and their traditional teachings.

Through this lecture it secured the thought in my mind that every little bit of change is somewhat rebellious before it becomes the norm. Looking at modernist works compared what was coming out of the Academies in France they contrast greatly and almost make those traditional arts look foolish as they rhapsodise on about myths and the great past seemingly ignoring the present. This ties into their class though, many of them in the academies would be middle class and they would just live amongst the clouds compared to the working class who would see the everyday life and the struggles that came along with it. The traditional art was out of touch with the public and the academies became nooses around artists necks dictating what they could and couldn’t draw.

James McNeill Whistler,  Symphony in White, No. 1: The White Girl, 1862 - I love this one as it caused such ruckus with the public and critics purely because there was no deeper meaning behind it or mythology. 

Realism was shocking to the art world in Paris but now we view it simply as art and is far from what we consider shocking which is what I love about art, it’s consistently changing and evolving and is constantly rebellious, going against what society wants and just what it wants regardless of anything.

[openyoureyesunderthecoldbluesky]

Ig uygulamasını kaldırmak hayatıma yaptığım nadide iyiliklerden biriydi sanırım

[onisrn]

Ok but just imagine

I take a selfie of us on my phone ("Cool boi. ✌️") and put it on my story. And send it to Komal and ferva and moazma and say "meet talha 😂😂"

Ajshsjdbwjznakd

OK NO ZAYNAB

Think about how he's (probably) going to hurt you in some months and about hell and how Allah will be angry DUN DO DIS

[onisrn]

O👏 K👏 LISTEN 👏 HERE 👏

Becoming friends with him (probably)

WON'T 👏 END 👏 WELL 👏👏👏

Why, you ask?

Well.

(((History could repeat itself )))

You could become friends with him, talk on WhatsApp etc like you want

But then

You may start to think he likes you (¿¿¿¿¿) or sth. Like in Elixir.

Or

He may just

Like

Stop

Talking to you as much

OR SOMETHING

AND THEN

your insecure a will get all

Sad

And think he's ignoring you

(idk like eman)

And that may even be the case 🤷

So then

YOU 👏 GON👏 GET 👏 SAD👏

And ultimately probably stop talking to him

And feel

Inferior

(like you haven't felt inferior enough in elixir bc of him (see: "Yaar Eman ab mai kia kahun" ~ Diary#4))

And that's how, my friend,

IT 👏 WON'T 👏 END 👏 WELL 👏

(probably)

[awaken-me-with-sin]

19.

Nineteen years ago, You Tore your mother’s Womb with Your Narcissistic need to cause pain  to those You love, right down to the core.

You wrecked her to Shreds and she still loved You with all she had, and you wouldn't  stop until you saw her dead.

Emotionally, or physically. 

You continued to Destroy her from Within, and when you were asked to leave. to Depart from her home, You replaced her with my insides to beat. 

To Beat.