Out of breath
I’m awake alone breathless and I can’t stop screaming although no one will hear it
and the tears don’t stop they make it worse to try, to hide, to cath some air
my ribs shatter my lungs and the pills don’t seem to work as they used to if they ever did
why do I feel this suffocated? this lonely? there’s no air and I know no one cares
screaming won’t save me as it affects no one but me
the cold it won’t cease it won’t leave me
and I die as lonely as I lived
while I just can’t breathe
anymore.












