#2hotdog4peanut

[2hotdog4peanut]

[2hotdog4peanut]

I wish you loved me

I was the seed

you planted

you watched me grow

but then you never watered me

you left the sun to do all the work

and I grew but

into a weed

into who I am today

but who I am proud to be

because I never wanted to be flower you see

I wanted to be a weed I want to be necessary

and sometimes unwanted

but growing in the place where I was needed

[2hotdog4peanut]

I watch you look at her

And

You hold her

And

You kiss her

And

you provide her with all the love

And

Comfort

And

You don’t even know that you’re in love with her.

And

Not me.

- you’re in love with your best friend and you don’t even know it.

[2hotdog4peanut]

“I never thought that what I thought was a one night stand would turn into something so perfect.”

- I fell in love with you.

[2hotdog4peanut]

Spank me pls

[2hotdog4peanut]

And his green eyes Oh his eyes We’re the colour of fresh grass. And his smile Oh his smile was brighter then the sun itself. And his red hair Oh his hair Was the colour of blooming red roses. And his laugh Oh his laugh His laugh was so refreshing like rain after a drought.

Oh how he is my garden

[procrastionationprincesss]

I don't want to be here

[procrastionationprincesss]

I sit in the car on the way back home from one of the most amazing nights of my life and something isn’t quite right. I miss you being there and supporting me. You gentile words of encouragement are now empty. Our conversations are empty. I miss you much and I just can’t get over fact that it has been almost two months since we broke up. I’m scared to be loving you forever and hoping you’ll come back when I know you won’t. The empty love I felt for a year was so harsh but so real. I love you still and I’m afraid I will never not.