( 2K RECORDS / JULY QUESTION ) How do you think others perceive you? What kind of person do you think other people think you are.
Taehyun paused for a moment, really thinking about the question. It was something he asked himself a lot but he didnt really ever come up with an answer. Partially because he was scared of what the answer might be. He knew how he wanted people to perceive him, but what he wanted and what others really thought were completely different things.
Running a hand through his hair, he sighed. “I think....people see me as the little brother type. I’m not just talking about Koemi but i think a lot of people see me like that. I think they see me as someone to have fun and goof around with. I tend to come off aloof and carefree when I first meet someone. I’m trying to mature more, honestly. I want to sort of change the way people see me. I want to be able to be someone that others can come to with real issues. Someone serious and mature. But I still want people to be able to have fun around me. Kind of contradictory, isnt it?”
Another pause as Taehyun composed his thoughts. The second question was one he was really scared of. It was one he had worked on most of his life.
“I think....well, more like hope.... that people think i’m a good person. Someone they look up to and aspire to be. I want to be....good enough for someone to see me like that.” He gave a nervous smile.
“So, yeah. I think people see me as a good guy.”