thinking about Euphoria re-converted me to gayism, I am bored and killing time, and tonight I'm going to a dance party I randomly found like two weeks ago, so this one goes out to high school me for all the stupid shit I was too scared to do before.

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thinking about Euphoria re-converted me to gayism, I am bored and killing time, and tonight I'm going to a dance party I randomly found like two weeks ago, so this one goes out to high school me for all the stupid shit I was too scared to do before.
going to another dance party tonight FINALLY.
damn I really went fucking hard last night. and I'm really impressed by myself! like what a different person I can become when I'm drunk and being me and having fun. the possibilities!
I hate everything, actually
didn't realize how tethered my libido is to love and trust. my libido was shot for the past three months because I was so fucking insecure and now that I've begun letting go I'm getting hit with it.
absolutely fucking floored that I spent my entire youth and teenage years telling my friends and myself that I prefer to be like reserved and quiet like them and don't like parties and being surrounded by people when I spent every night fantasizing about doing E and going to a skins rager.