So I am officially 30 years old, my birthday was yesterday (yes I realise I turned 30 on 30). I have changed so much in 10 years, where I was when I was 20 to where I am now at 30 is like night and day, and I’m glad I changed, that grew passed only seeing things in my own little bubble. And 2014 me would be amazed at me now, having been on T for almost 1 year and a half, having legally changed my name and all my ID having my correct gender marker and name. To see how much physical change has happened. We sometimes forget when we’re in a bad place to look back at the progress we’ve achieved, and we always think that because we’re back in that bad place that all that progress is lost which isn’t true at all. How far you’ve come still counts, it’s still valid and it proves to yourself that you can keep going, not only for those that love you, but for yourself. Loving yourself is a process and I myself am definitely not there yet, so it helps to have those that love you to remind you and to tell you what amazing things they can see in you, even though you can’t - - - - #mybirthday #30on30 #itsmyfuckingbirthday #whendoigetmyimanadultcard https://www.instagram.com/p/BzVs4D_HWm4/?igshid=xajac3p4o10n
