Describe yourself as a poet in three words: Painstakingly imprecise!
What is your chief misery as a poet? There's that famous Oscar Wilde quote: "When bankers get together for dinner, they discuss Art. When artists get together for dinner, they discuss money." Perhaps only in this one respect does my life feel like one long dinner. Even as I type this, I suspect another ancient Mary Poppins banker has died, mid-sentence, discussing art, with no young banker stepping in to steward that crucial first half of the quote. Meanwhile I am quite the dutiful steward of my half. I was born there.
What you appreciate the most in a poem: Poets often describe poetry as a distillation of language, and I can hear that case--but it's too easy when I can trace a poem's methods in the moment, as I'm encountering it. No thank you to a language distillery tour with free samples of wisdom at the end. Instead: language that seems like an uncanny double of the language I know and use every day, an uncanny double of the language I suspect others might know and use every day, an uncanny double of the language of colonization, an uncanny double of feelings or thoughts I can identify as human. I speak, read, and write in English, and I don't have time for the ethical/historical implications to be glossed over by familiarity. Sylvia Plath's "The Applicant" comes to mind. So do poems by Douglas Kearney that are just this absolute war zone of language that (in Sarah Smith's words [http://gulfcoastmag.org/journal/25.1/no-explode/]) seems to be throwing its voices from afar. Or no, maybe I mean from deep within? Once I am trying to locate that, I am forced to try and locate myself too.
If not a poet, what would you be? In all seriousness, dead maybe? Dead maybe. I remember being 18, closeted, discussing Rilke in Yona Harvey's intro class and quaking with anxiety about whether I would ever sufficiently need poetry. I didn't have to wait long.
Who is your poetry hero and why? Lillian-Yvonne Bertram, Zachary Harris, Ben Pelhan, Anne Marie Rooney, and Sarah Smith. Also known as Line Assembly [www.lineassembly.org]. Naming one of my own poetry crews might be self-promotional, but after my last answer I feel momentarily liberated from caring. We toured the midwest and northeast in 2013, but well before that we were sustaining each other in clusters of hope and hustle. Which is really the 'why': Very slowly, starting in 2001 for me, we coalesced into a micro-community in Pittsburgh, and these people taught me what literary community is all about, what labor goes into that, and why I need it in my poetry life.
What is your idea of happiness? The end of institutionalized state violence. Touring with Line Assembly and meeting more of the millions of extra-academic poets in this country. Kissing boys between readings and workshops. Fashion without capitalism. (For now, such happiness is not present. But José, I will keep feeling for the warmth of a radiant horizon line!)
What is your present state of mind? Coffee.
Your favorite poem, ever: Right now I'm hot on Marion Mackles and Emilia Scifo from Kenneth Koch's Wishes, Lies, and Dreams. It's a photo finish, and my heart is a lens cap.
I wish I was a beautiful chick who could be in any period of life
In the future in the past would be nice
Being Cleopatra in Egypt with handsome men at my feet
How about Annie Oakley putting on a show
Or being a pirate enjoying the gold
Even the first woman president in 3002
Also a bloodthirsty vampire scaring the men
Or Einstein inventing a potion for invisible guys
Maybe the first to live in an alligator plane in 2026
- Emilia Scifo, sixth grade
[untitled poem with the prompt "Lies"]
I am in New York in a cow's head.
I am still in New York in a cow's head.
I am still in New York in a cow's head.
Now I'm in New York in a flower.
I'm now in New York in a cow's head.
Now I'm in Spain taking a bath.
Now I'm in Spain taking a bath tub.
Now I'm in New England eating my friend in the bathroom.
Now I'm still in the bathroom eating my friend but I'm on a cow.
Now I'm in New York in a cow's head.
- Marion Mackles, fourth grade
Read Adam’s work at The Volta.