#360 days.

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i hate it.

when the things people said in posts completely contradict each other. you say one thing, but say another thing that completely blows the whole idea of the post right back at you. it bothers me so much how some people can say one specific thing, but then be so oblivious to say something that is so against the whole idea.

i especially hate those people who ask me if i'm mad at them,

then they go... i don't know, finish my Dr. Pepper or eat the rest of my food.

or go on and ditch me for someone else or go and bail out on me or don't even consider the fact that i'm hurting.

yeah.

those people.

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#30

i very much recommend. i only heard this a couple days ago, and i fell in love with the deepness of her voice and the smoothness of her spoken word. i remember a time when i fell into this spoken word mania, a secret notebook filled with it. it's hard to write on anything happy tho. me, a ranting poet. ahaha. yeah. 

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#26. i don't think you know this

but i constantly check your blog to see for new posts

because i constantly yearn for that comfart of knowning i'm on your mind

though you tell me i am

i do believe you

but it's nice

to

have

assurance.

:)

lol who noticed how tired i was. comfart. complete filipino accent. :)

knowning. ;)

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#12. great.

not in the mood.

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#8. one who can admit to their faults

billion brownie points.

because one who can admit to their own wrong doings are the ones who really are good. being able to say the simple 5 letter word sorry for something so big and hurtful i don't think is enough. but to actually look down and into what they've done is something of big courage and heart, tons and tons of brownie points.

you go. glen coco. ;)

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#6. i don't appreciate the whole "everyone hate on the one guy" deal.

no. i can say i have no respect, zero tolerance for it. i see it happen all the time. a clique of people just gang up on one and hate on that person all the time? behind their back or infront of it [lol does that make sense?] the person still get's trashed. trashed in the face, trashed in the heart. i can't say i haven't been part of that one group, but i can say i try hard not to. i try hard to defend that person when i can, or just try to stay away from the hate. i stick hard and try hard to be friends with that person, whether i get trashed or happen to start the wave. because that's just one more, maybe only, friend that that person has that can actually lend a hand. 

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#5 okay. i have to agree.

we're so corny. it's sickening.

i could just throw up. lol just kidding.

but i can understand why lauren makes that throw up face

just kidding again. ahahaha

but yeah. but i can understand her wanting to leave

we're so boring.

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#4. for the second time.

wow. i was so jumpy. more jumpy than the first, i have to say. uhm. yeah. lol there were people walking in and out of the locker room, i wasn't sure if i should... but yeah. lol i ran back into the gym kinda flushed from the cold and jumpiness, they were all kinda looking at me weird, but brushed me off like it was normal old nikki. ahaha.

yeah.

hm.

yeah.

not giving your sweater back. just saying.