#3:12pm

[babiezomb]

stomach in knots and i dont know why

[simplysaudade]

They say it takes 2 weeks for something to become a habit.

One down.

[spectrum-daze-blog]

I just wanna feel loved by the people in my life.

[tigergoesrawh]

I want to make friends with some people But I feel like I’ve got nothing to offer Like I’d be a waste of space in their life. Someone who’s empty, boring, and lacking. When someone asks me what I like to do for fun, I don’t know what to tell them. I don’t know what fun is. I’ve had a very sheltered life due to my anxiety. So when someone asks me what I like to do for fun, I don’t know how to tell them that I am content sitting alone in my room all day doing nothing I don’t know how to tell them I’d rather sit in bed than at the park When they ask me to go out to lunch, I’m scared to tell them I can’t eat when I’m out. I’m scared because there’s nothing to bond over. I’m an empty shell, a wasted soul. I would love to say “I want to be friends with you” But knowing I have nothing to give, I just spare them the burden of knowing me.

[tigergoesrawh]

I've always been scared of death, and things being taken away from me. I don't know who had this soul before me, but whoever it was went through hell. And the ghosts of it still haunt me.