#3amwritings

[carefulaffliction]

Because my darling Without those things in the past As terrible and as heart wrenching as they may be And as sorry as I am that you had to endure all that I wouldn’t change it I think that those things we endure in our past help us to heal and to grow Although I don’t think that those terrible things define us I do think that the influence us They shape us into who we are in the present And I think you’re incredible You have a kind heart and an electric soul And I wouldn’t change you for this world You are not defined by your past But you mustn’t be ashamed of it For without your past where would you be today? I think that's exquisite So please, stay present with me, my love

for him 

[fvckroses]

The time is up. Those days were worth their while, but it's time for me to go.

[fvckroses]

It disgusts me when thoughts of what you did fill my mind. I don’t think I will ever be okay.

It's ironic, seeing how you used them to get over your emotional void, how you felt different shades of blue then boom. It just shows what kind of a person you are. HA.

Deathmarked.

[fvckroses]

"I'm coming home, I'm coming home Tell the world I'm coming home."

15 April 2014: I made the painful decision to shut down my tumblr account for reasons only a few would know. Years of memories & emotions were gone within that click, and what I was left with, was a large, jarring 'It's gone.' in white on a familiar blue background. I guess it was something I needed to do to put a stop to things then, but I could never really convince myself that I should short-change myself for anyone at all.

Tumblr was an outlet for me to pen down thoughts, to make mental notes. It was a place for inspiration, motivation and expression - be it fashion, design or just about anything.

So, I'm back and I hope it's for good.