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Laying here on the sofa in the living room because I'm a night owl, and all I can think about is how much we[my boyfriend and I] never actually go to bed together. When we sleep at my house we sleep in the same bed, but we don't "sleep together" like when we first started dating. It used to be all wrapped up together, kissing and being cozy, but now it's 2 minutes of spooning and then "I'm rolling over, G'Night." The worst is when he's just too tired, I can't fault him for it, the man works damn near 10 hour days 6 days a week. I hear all about it, all the issues, the guys he works with, the customers, you name it. He'll go on and on about work and I let him, but if I go on and on about something for too long, he gets put off and tells me either "you gotta give yourself more time" or "you need to want to do it" or "I'm not gonna hold your hand, your a big girl." Or any way you can put that "any issue i might want to talk about is all my fault" or "I'm in the wrong from trying to talk about it." I just feel like I make sooo much room for him and what he needs and what he wants, and I just squeeze in where I can with him