yet once again i am disappointed by a man
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seen from Malaysia
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seen from United States

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seen from Switzerland
seen from United States

seen from Switzerland
seen from Malaysia

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yet once again i am disappointed by a man
Chifuyu Matsuno
Chifuyu Matsuno has made my expectations for men too high! No wonder I’m single!!!!!!! That or I haven’t been very good at picking boyfriends. I’m going with Chifuyu setting the bar too high.
Should i trust my boyfriend???????
Note to self:
DONT tell your boyfriend you are stuck on your next fan fic part. He will attempt to "help" you by shouting "useful prompts" from the other room. Such prompts include...
'And then he came.'
'Its in my hair, she exclaimed!'
'Fancy a shag? He suggested.'
'His cock was pendulous.'
'Pass us a tissue!'
I've told him he needs to write his own pisstake smut and make money off it 😅
Hold me in the darkness.
whenever i have a problem with us or with something you did, it always seems to get distant between us. Then you would just be distant with me until i feel better on my own or that i have gotten over it. Sure you apologized in the moment this time and “tried” to make it up to me for your wrongdoing but next day? Nothing really. You never bothered to check in with me to see if i’m doing okay about what happened the previous day and make sure we’re good. You told me consistently before you love me but you not caring about whether if were okay tells me you’re such a liar.
Just because i didn’t like being touched, now you dont even touch me at all and want to get close with me. You lied and said you’d want to marry me someday but how can we progress into marriage if something simple like making sure were okay isn’t something you’re concerned about? You tell me.
I thought I had started to know what it was like to feel like your partner is [one of] your best friend[s] but as days go on I feel that way less and less. Why is this the pattern for me? 1st year - roses and rainbows. 2nd year - disinterest, unfulfillment, and withdrawing. 3rd year - inevitable end...
So far we’re in the 2nd year phase...
How do I get my boyfriend to actually give a shit about being clean? 😔 It doesn't have to be pristine, but a little more proactive-ness would be really appreciated...