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What's the story behind your url?

When I get older I want to start a (skateboarding) company and that's what I'm calling it. I already have a logo sketched out & shit... It's kinda for like, being a skater, I know getting to where they are today takes a lot of hard work and in the process you get beat up- A LOT. yanno i see my guy friends with scrapes on their arms or sprained wrists/ankles and i know what it's like...except landing on a rail or getting popsicled lmfao but yeah so I wanna make a really cool brand along the lines of that. It's so planned out perfectly in my head/dream I just don't know where to start lmfao. there is the long and unnecessarily detailed story behind my url :)

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Sounds like such a terrible time...

unless you spend two hours listening to Coldplay's Pandora Radio, and helping out your favourite teacher in ze whole wide world. (Mr. Au...some) lolol.

"YO WHATTUP MISTA A?!" lmfao, I love Mr. Austin. He's so weird. And funny. He told me I should watch Criminal Minds and Breaking Bad. lmfaooooooo. i <3 his mom.

Somebody texted him so I was like, "somebody loves you!" and he goes, "It's my mom -_- " LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

And then I had a mental breakdown/freakout when I got home because my password for tumblr wasn't working and then I went down to the computer to see if it was on my paper with all my passwords/accounts and it was so i tried it and it still didn't work. And then I remembered last night, like right before I fell asleep, I had changed it. lmfao. I seriously freaked out. (I couldn't retrieve my password from my email because I forget my email's password... lmfao, I should probably change tmy email in case I really DO forget my password LOL).

I'm such a lovely mess.

Last night Jess was being kind of... nice! And humane. And it was weird. And I didn't really know what to think of it like, is she being nice because she has nobody to back her up for being mean, like, what the hell is going on? But I hope she learned that as long as she's nice to me, I'll be nice to her, which is how it's been for the past two years. I've never once been mean to her, and if I was, it was because she instigated it. But I just thought it was nice of her to, you know, be civil. lollollol.

Unlike fucking d-bags to the max in my gym class, who think they're funny by obnoxiously singing "Your sex is on fire". Next time Alexis even hints an inuendo towards/about me, I don't care if I get suspended for knocking her the fuck out. It's really not funny anymore. I've put up with that whole group for a month now, and it is slowly wearing me down, and I swear to the cosmos, I'm not okay with it anymore. I mean, I never was, but I'm going to take matters into my own hands now; they don't seem to be learning, or even realizing what they're doing in general. What makes them think it's okay? Like really.

I hate this school soooo much. lol. itisafuckingjoke.

Well anyways, this week sort of really sucked, but Thursday through today have been quite grand. I'm just trying to make the most of it. I think the only way I could be happier would be to be with Katie. All ze way up in Ooteykah.

USE YOUR VOWELS! ee-ee-ee-ah, ah-oo-ah!

OH! AND IT'S SNOWING! It's snoowwwiing. s-n-o-w-i-n-g. snow.ing. omg. lol, it feels like december, looks like december, but in fact global warming is tricking us in october! ;D oh you're tricky, Excess CO2 ;D

Going out shopping, to get myself a nice winter/fall coat or two, and a few other things. I'm officially sick, with the cough/sore throat, runny&stuffy nose. I'm surprised with myself at how well I sang for the Uptones performance last night though. I drank a hot cup of tea with honey before I went! :)

Last tidbit, I swear: My mum curses way more now because of Roy. Like noticeably more. My mum drinks all the time now because of Roy. They're always drinking wine at home or going out and getting tipsy (yes, and then driving). My mum goes out way more now, pushing me to the back/making me last priority because of Roy. She makes a big deal when I ask her to take me somewhere, which is like hardly ever now. She laughs differently because of Roy. She's on a diet because of Roy. Why can't you love yourself for who you are, Ma? Whatever Roy says, she agrees with, and often times they gang up on me. >.> My mum spends more money on Roy and herself and their dinners and little fucking trips because of Roy, but can't spend a dime on me (which is why I'm excited about getting a coat today... A COAT. lolol). And I mean, I understand that they like each other a lot, and it's her first real and long relationship in a while, but to start treating me like shit and make your own children last priority; I just don't think that's right...

I don't know. I'm just incredibly annoyed and upset and disappointed with my mum. This is why I prefer my dad over her. Well, Roy isn't the only reason, but he was definitely like the last straw. And my last straw was pretty damn big...

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Foster the People- Call It What You Want.

Call it what you want I said just call it what you want Yeah we're locked up in ideas We like to label everything Well I'm just gonna do here what I gotta do here 'cause I gotta keep myself free You're ducking and moving just to hide your bruises from all your enemies And I'm in the crossfire dodging bullets from your expectancies We've got nothing to lose You better run and hide Yeah you've crossed the line I've got a knife behind my back [just sayin'] We've got nothing to prove Your social guides give you swollen eyes But what I've got can't be bought so you can just Call it what you want You've taken your words and you take your judgements And stick them onto everything If it don't conform to what you were born into, Then you run the other way You say,"Now what's your style and who do you listen to?" Who cares? Well that rat race ladder-climbing fake-face smile's got nothing on me We've got nothing to lose You better run and hide Yeah you've crossed the line I've got a knife behind my back [just sayin'] We've got nothing to prove Your social guides give you swollen eyes But what I've got can't be bought so you can just Call it what you want

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7 things I'm thankful for this week.

Spending time with Grant & his dogs. 

His laugh, his voice when he sings, his voice in general, his smile, his touch, his humour, the way his house smells, his clothing, his dogs... makes me smile (:

My body cooperating with me for once. 

Talking with Gina, telling her i love her.

Getting out of this house. 

Making memories with people I love, and people i hardly know.  

Being a team in the Sarah Parvin tournament. 

Sarah Parvin is a 12 year old girl who died of cancer in Quakertown, PA. There is a 24-hour straight tournament that 200-some teams join every year, to play to join the fight against cancer. Every single dollar and cent goes towards the American Cancer Society. They're making progress, all because of the help we're putting in. Not only is it to benefit something important, but it's also a unique experience, and it's so much fun! Who wouldn't want to play soccer under the lights at 3:30 in the morning? ;) 

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Hellogoodbye- Baby It's A Fact

Just in case they're wondering They've got us pinned terribly. They don't believe our love is real Cause they don't know how real love feels. You should know it's true Just now, the part about my love for you & how my heart's about burst Into a thousand pieces Oh it must be true & they'll believe us to soon Baby, it's fact That our love is true The way black is black And blue is just blue My love is true It's a matter of fact Oh, and you love me too It's as simple as that Baby, our love is true. <3 They may say some awful things But there's no point in listening Your words are the only words That I believe in afterwards. You should know it's true Just now, the part about my love for you And how my heart's about burst Into a thousand pieces So it must be true And They'll believe us to soon Baby, it's fact That our love is true The way black is black And blue is just blue My love is true It's a matter of fact Oh, and you love me too It's as simple as that Baby, our love is true It's true Oh oh oh It's true Oh oh oh It's true Whoa oh oh Baby, it's fact That our love is true The way black is black And blue is just blue My love is true It's a matter of fact Oh, and you love me too It's as simple as that Baby, it's fact! That our love is true The way black is black And blue is just blue My love is true It's a matter of fact Oh- and you love me too! It's as simple as that Baby, it's fact! Our love is true! Baby, it's fact Our love is true Ohhh Baby, it's fact Our love is true! Baby, it's fact Ohhh Baby, it's fact Our love Our love is true 

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Like, open your eyes.

I obviously met you for a reason. Right?

But honestly, I kind of hate everything right now. Like, everything.

I need you to hold me in the night when I'm alone. You need me & my love... and I need yours, too.

Somebody told me to never give up on some one I can't go a day without thinking about. So here I am... still.

And all I want is you. That's it. I'll be happy with just that. All of your mistakes, giggles, smiles, jokes. Everything. I just want you.

Sometimes I wonder if you think of me when you're falling asleep and I can't help be think that you're not. 

You're the best thing that's ever been mine.

Sometimes, I'll admit, I care too much. But I think maybe that's part of love.

But why do I demand so much from you?

And I've realized I'm really good at pushing people away. You included. I'm just scared of getting hurt; because once you let somebody close, it only leads to being hurt. I've been hurt too many times.

But I'm positive you're someone worth fighting for. 

Your hugs are my favourite. Your kisses are my only. 

And I'm so glad you've always been here for me because nothing sucks more than being alone, no matter how many people are around... :'(

It's nice to feel wanted. You make me feel wanted.

I'm never saying goodbye to you. 

I'm losing my mind, over you.

I don't trust easily. At all. So when the day comes that I tell you I trust you with all my heart, please don't make me regret it. 

I think about you a lot more than I probably should, but you feel like home. You're my home, my comfort. When I'm with you, I get that relieved feeling like I've just walked into my house after a long vacation, and I don't ever want to leave. Just like that.

But honestly. I'M SORRY. Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone could make you happier than I could. But I guess it's just my insecurities acting up. Because I know I'm not the prettiest, smartest, fun and exciting person. But I do know that no matter how hard you look, you will never be able to find somebody who loves you as much as I do.

Just, stay in my life, okay?

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Did I lose something?

Did I lose a spark in my eye, a jump in my step? The sound of happiness and hope in my speech, or a touch filled with care? What have I lost; that doesn't make me, me, anymore? Why do I not have any friends who care enough to show the littlest hint of love? What must I do to gain friends? What have I lost in myself, which had in return made me lose my friends? I am so lonely, and I don't know why. What did I do to lose everything that made me happy- friends. This is the most depressed I've ever been. The worst part is I cannot abuse myself anymore, for I had promised to Grant that I wouldn't injure myself anymore. And I'm sticking to that promise. I want to sleep and never wake up. Who would miss me? Who?

Nobody would miss me.

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i'm hittin up alllllll your shit today. and you're probably wondering right now "what? how?" yes, julia. that is all, yes. seeing your tumblr makes me miss you. you're such an interesting girl. yeah, i said it. that one formspring thing i sent that one time can go suck it. also, you and grant are the cutest couple in the world. i dont care what i've said or what anyone else has said, it's true. alright well i'll stop creepin on all your internet venues. i want to see you before i go to college. bye.

oh my god. i love you to the milky way and back. mwah! well i'm free all this week to hang out so just hit me up :)(P.S- please please please don't tell anybody my tumblr url :( i changed it for a reason- and for some reason i don't care at all that you're creepin'. prolly cause i miss you too, bby.)<3