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Mary is my great treasure. She is my All after Jesus. She is my honor, my tenderness, and the storehouse of my virtues! I do everything in and through her

|| St. Louis Grignion de Montfort

Mary, my mother, I place everything in Your hands. She teaches us how to love Jesus best. Happy Saturday!

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I wanted to call him last night, despite the fact that we spent all afternoon curled up in each other. I wanted to thank him. It feels weird to feel so grateful to someone for treating me with basic kindness and respect, but the amount of gratitude I had toward him for that was immense. He kept asking me yesterday, what I was smiling about. What I was thinking. I wanted to tell him, but I didn’t know how to verbalize the intensity, and I didn’t want to freak him out with the heaviness of such a feeling. I chickened out and just ended up telling him what a great time I had with him.

He gave me the most special gift, something I’ve been wanting for so, so fucking long. I was telling my grandma about it today, and it made me cry, the heaviness of it. How it just shatters me that... this thing I’ve been wanting so long, and it wasn’t a hard thing to give. Even if that one day had been it, it was a dream come true. It was everything I’d always imagined and more. And so fucking SIMPLE. To lay curled up with a boy I like and give tender touches and soft, lingering kisses and laugh together and feel safe to explore without worrying if he’ll be upset that I won’t go all the way. For him to make me feel special, like he cares. A soft little oasis of intimacy, just for a little while. That’s IT. And that has somehow been so difficult to find.

I’m so easy to love, to get along with, and so eager to please. I’ve never understood how it’s felt like pulling teeth to find even a taste of that. It had nothing to do with me, though, and everything to do with other people.

Isn’t that something?

#jd #personal #4.25.20

The kiss has worn quite off now

The magic I've consumed

I pray, send me another?

Or deliver it with you

The fresher I fear will spoil

But if you do not mind

I scarce think I'd recoil

From a blessing of this kind

Never again be satisfied

Of tea that's old and chilled

If at once I taste it warm

As fate so long hath willed

#poetry #as a secret compartment loves a secret #4.25.20

so i'm rewatching one of the first movies i ever watched when i was a child and here are my thots so far:

1. the fashion in this movie?? i would still fucking wear it’s so iconic!!!

2. the way i am simping for BOTH the hero and the heroine......the bisexual in me is jumping out

3. more on the heroine: i LOVE this bitch. she’s so fucking powerful and i think it’s incredible that she is allowed to have sexual desire and be so forward about it. i think we still don’t see enough of that and that’s incredibly woke for this 2004 film

4. how tf did my parents show me this when i was 3 and NOT expect me to grow up a thot

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