Jul 23, 2025
my first wlw heartbreak had me so down bad. idk how many times I broke no contact and yearned. (told her I liked her for the first time in 2023 and that only lasted a mere 2-3 months lol) got ghosted so many times and I still showed up with a smile on my face because I really thought it'd work out. my dumbass broke no contact again this month only to get ghosted even worse than before but I guess I needed that.
anyway, I found this note in my notes today(not as raw anymore because I had to make a grammar change.) Idk what I was on but this during my 'portrait of a lady on fire' hyper fixation and I really thought I was eating. #cornball