exasperated shriek of disappointment incising the ardent belief upon the otherββββββhues sweeping through the murked physique tainted by faded bruises he had never seen before . . . five months of departure; recrudesce in desperation for a tranquil night 'tween welcomed embrace in an unprompted meeting on the pavement of unknown street 'neath the bridge ..
he should have known: it could be the last time that johann ever seen the man because he chose that it is their last time; he had found other person who sees him as something worthy to stay uponββββββuplifting the belittlement he oft endures whenever he is with the other merely because there's something beyond than him; he doesn't like to be second, &. yet he didn't treat the other as an option .. but he is now.
@4ger sets a scene [ CLAIM ]Β our muses are arguing because receiver is worried and overprotective of sender,Β but when they get up in each otherβs faces they end up kissing and groping at each other.
β oh, you're a little shit, β accusatory degradation, fingers are coiling upon his own palms as head beckoning against the other whilst the other is leaning upon streetlamp; eam.es left hand is wrapping upon his other whilst an impish simper is scintillating; he is deliberately amusing himself upon his own state whilst concern veiled with an anguish chide of feigned resentment,
β you know what. you should be fucking dead. i could have not gone to this fucking place &. you'd be dead. β fingers now are coiling upon the other's bloodied collar from the blood cascading from his nostrils .. johann would have landed a jab if the other weren't already beaten up, because the aggressive proximity &. the pique bubbling within him. but he sees him as a kicked dog that wished to be accepted again after their obliviousness for wrongdoing .. the sweetest punishment is to accept them.
β jesus fuckin' christ, β omitting the crude words whilst pulling the other abruptly into a famine kissββββββbrims are gnawing upon the chapped ones whilst nails are scrapping the scarred face; he tastes like metallic taint of false indulgence whilst his tongue is deprived from larrup. pushing him into the abyss of intoxication as body turning him from the lamppost to the vehicle's body; hungrily devouring him as if he would vanish if he doesn't contain him into a desperate tug of revelation .. taunting him, into a temporary salvation that could dissipates if they were apart once again.