𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖓𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖗 @desalvar - Tumblr Blog

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#𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐑 , independent and selective roleplay blog for original character the necromancer , nikodemus desalvar as portrayed in my own lore. mutually-exclusive , fandomless , au-friendly , with a focus on themes of manufactured power , defying the hand dealt , manmade horrors of their very own creation , recesses between life and death , the creatures who inhabit them and the true meaning of immortality . beware of snake imagery. resurrected by VII

carrd. promo. memes. plotting call. multimuse.

»»———- 　 affiliated with @vilestblood 　 ———-««

#est. july 2024

Oh my god we have to fucking host eurovision next year

#we're ass broke 😃#but #YAY???? WE WON!?

junk-thunder

i've survived far worse. i've also died to far less though so who knows

#duality of man #incidentally also the inherent goofiness of being an immortal mortal #millenia-long timeloop fatigue complacence of falling back onto resurrection and forgetting to be careful -> sometimes you just die funny #. 《 of my very own make 》 . study

BDSM ARCHETYPE

tagged by @vilestblood (perfect for each other in fact <3)

#dash games.#caro-assigned designation (to me) because they predicted this result <3 #BUT YES fittingly versatile for him #i've said it before he fucks rightside sideways and upside down but he never fucks normal ✋️#can be fully one or the other if not for the fact that rigid and most importantly stereotypical roles bore him #Idk what to say about masochism that y'all have not already read. it's often linked with pleasure for him and a result of extremes and-#-intensity which are unnerring habits of his personality #always purposeful always meant and he demands that it is intended not incidental #oh to be wanted to the point of drawing blood <3 #i did laugh out loud at brat being 100% though. like yeahhhh [kicks rock] but you didnt have to say it #also rope bunny....#yes. but scratch the word 'relaxed' that one's also about defiance #another installment of 'he likes making it So Fucking Difficult'#either way the trend here is challenge provocation and earned intimacy. concerning his vulnerability especially #beat him in hand to hand combat first ✋️#Something something the hunter only goes for worthy prey the prey only runs for a hunter that can catch it #Posting this on mobile was An Adventure

oh man it's been what! a year? since i've been on more than once in a blue moon? i feel so rusty. and so many folks are gone now 🥲 but hi, i missed y'all

#it's been so long since i've been on that tumblr apparently fucked then unfucked itself #the new layouts have been a bit trippy to work around i hate it #and i don't even know where to start with coming back

Happy New Year and peaceful holidays, folks! 🥳🥳🥳🥳

#been busy as all hell lately but i miss y'all <3 #necroman wishes everyone a happy 'new year same bitch'

twinsfawn

baby i could treat you so good you just have to get past my strange and off-putting demeanor and my kubrick stare and my inability to behave like a human and the 40 layers of icy fortress walls i have up and answer my riddles three

#the lying obsessiveness abandonment issues the disregard for others the line of extreme to subhuman emotiveness he skips like a jumprope #The Atrocities #on the other end though? a man TRULY prepared to do anything and everything for his beloved #demon mode romance route in any case #at this point is it even worth it?#idk let's ask The Winner!#pulls curtain back to reveal a haggard exhausted imperceptibly trembling Antonín covered in blood #. 《 there is a lighthouse at the end of the world .. and he leads me home 》 . vilestblood ; antonín #congrats! a rat has been permanently added to your inventory ❤️💜#((the irony of caro sending me this))#((ily but ur knowingly torturing this man atp))

YOU. I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU.

ARTE AND RATHIE SUDDENLY ON MY DASH YIPEE!! AUGHHHOHH I've missed you fiercely! Caught a peek of Elle's blog stirring today too 👁👁 oh man these two were like a steel chair to the back of the head and i'm remembering how much i love 'em

Pass on a stinky awful no-good kiss from Nik to a most beloved mutt 💜💜

#hope life's been treating you well!#better have 🔪🔪🔪🔪#i've been radio silent on here and disco too but i'm glad i've been logging in lately 🥺 hiiiiiii

nik being a talkative, social creature at heart yet at the same time conducting a grand majority of his work alone in self-inflicted hermitdom is a little funny. 'broody necromancer ceremoniously committing horrors in a dimly lit dungeon' trope but the vibe is unsalvageably ruined by him picking pleasant locations and not bothering with fanfare. milling about a grand empty manor house or wood hovel chattering to himself, snarking at the corpses. minimal ceremony about it. doesn't know what year it is, hasn't seen the face of the living or sunlight for months or heard human speech beyond his own, but he's being terribly casual about it. domestic even!

#...pookie #a 6 month even welfare check to see if he's poisoned or blown himself up and he's grand honestly #kind of wouldn't accept company if he can help it but on the rare occasion loneliness really can't be helped #if the company is Cool About Death And Rot and generally doesn't get in his way they're all good 👌#exception being @vilestblood's antonín who nik performs even his runework around #which.. - a whole different can of worms there that he goes deep underground for (for safety)#. 《 how comforting the certainty of death . of rot 》 . musings

weusedtobegiants

you the garden and the grave,

Ada Limón, from Bright Dead Things: Poems

#OUGHH CAROO #ending me..#. 《 there is a lighthouse at the end of the world .. and he leads me home 》 . vilestblood ; antonín #antonín at once both an end and beginning the destruction and bloom the beauty and horror the tender care and the violence #the vivacity and the peace..#and nik who's never traversed a garden without trampling something nor stayed in one grave long #and who is trying so hard to

How adorable are you?

The echo of a whisper of 'adorable' could be there if you're kinda hard of hearing 💜

#dash games.#the vibes of an ambiguously compositioned painting you don't know which angle to look at #i love these dash games they always come for nik's shins 💜#stole this from caro so the blood and the ink can match #their results kinda add up to 100% adorableness 🥺 qtpies together if you didn't know

volatilevale

can i come over and not give you a second's worth of peace for the rest of your life

#. 《 there is a lighthouse at the end of the world .. and he leads me home 》 . vilestblood ; antonín #it's a proposal..#of the best kind #the point is that they DID in fact find peace and comfort with each other #a sort of strange wonderful stitching between two dynamic restless flawed lives #maybe love isn't about being perfectly tolerable to each other maybe it's about having someone wreck their way into your heart #and inconvenience you so meaningfully that you carve space for them everywhere just so they can do it more <3 #^ nik about all of antonín's sharp edges and flaws (and vice versa): he's hell on legs i love him so much

Nik should let Q kill him just once as a treat :) . If he does they might let him taste their soul ;) .

" You mean to have me pay a death toll for a lick at my food? "

" Abysmal business offer, Great Wyrm, honestly. "

#. 《 darliiing guess who's back from jaaaail 》 . crack #this is barely crack please excuse his being a cunt #he's not mad just confused really #nik: terrible restaurant service 0/10 i'm leaving a bad yelp review they beat me up at the door and only let me sniff the buffet sideways #in his defense the man's literal taxonomic classification is 'the eater'#not wise to dangle him a bone fhdjdj #sortilegum.

GET TO KNOW ME

ABC'S MUN EDITION

a . age: twenty eight.

b . birthplace: bulgaria.

c . current time: 01:28

d . drink you had last: a big juicy cold gulp of water, bless (it's a heatwave here)

f . favorite current song(s): (on a balkan wave lately 🥰)

klavdia - asteromata

vassilis karras - fenomeno

bijelo dugme - djurdjevdan

emilia x costi - turbulence

e . easiest person(s) to talk to: little sister and my best friend

g . goals: get my final degree and the chance to create in the animation field

h . horror yes or horror no: yes but i'm uncharacteristically picky when it comes to horror media. almost unfairly more than other genres. probably since it's trecherously common for it to slip into predictable, cheesy, gross or fetishy territory.. and also fear is kind of subjective so 🤷 you win some you lose some. nyeway i've been into horror podcasts lately

i . in love ?: nnah

j . jealous of people: not really? of healthier people maybe but i'd barely qualify it as jealousy. just want that 4 me thanks

k . kissed someone recently?: nope

l . love at first sight or should i walk by again ?: grimy goblin-like curiosity at first sight is more like it. like a magpie but for interesting looking people.

m . middle name: Miroslavova (dare you to pronounce it)

n . number of siblings: one sister 11 years younger than me - Maria 🥺❤️

o . one wish: health and that's it. everything else can be achieved or reckoned with 🤷

q . questions you’re always asked: are you okay? (i'm very pale and very thin lol) what do you use for your hair?

s . song you last sang: uhhhh.. probably sen trope by azis (the pop folk pattern is concerning lmao)

t . top 3 fictional characters: i'm gonna follow example from fen and just do my oc's (here and on @vullcanica )

nikodemus desalvar

avita desalvar

recent obsession: constance (literal building 🩶)

u . unexperienced or experienced writer: experienced in writing, not experienced in too many genres or type of characters. i just king of keep gravitating to similar ideas. here's to hoping i can branch out more and get weirder about this whole creative writing thing where you can literally write anything and anyone 😮‍💨😮‍💨 you'd figure, yk..

v . vacation: two months for work in greece (it counts, beach every other day) and bachelorette party after that ALSO in greece (counts as well, we had a blast, just with some organizing and planning surprises, which was also exciting)

w . when’s your birthday: march 29th

x . x - rays: of my teeth mostly, and some of my lungs

y . your favorite food: traditional bulgarian banitsa and boza

z . zodiac sign: aries and it shocks people which fuels my glee

Tagged by: @endlcssdesiire

Tagging: you and you n you over there! whoever's comfortable filling this out, really, it's cute but personal

#dash games.#slav slav slav vibes in this meme and i apologize for nothing #on a filthy chalga wave with my music too (and a bit of greek) i just wanna dance

Before june ends (in 1 minutes' time on my end) let me wish the abominable freak and y'all a happy be gay do crime month. Life better be treating you well and if not, make it 🔪🔪

#nik says it's open season on gender all year round 💜

I'M STILL ALIVE, I've just been working in a foreign country with shite net connection and ungodly expensive roaming for the past two months. In the defence of my work team: we were in GREECE!!!!!

#i think rhodes fixed my brain #we drove 40 minutes every other day to beach on the mediterranean #or 70 minutes in the other direction to beach on the aegean #WORTH IT

@vilestblood everything reminds me of them

#. 《 there is a lighthouse at the end of the world .. and he leads me home 》 . vilestblood ; antonín #these were almost fucking back to back i'm ugly laughing #/usft

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