I was looking through the computers in the basement shelter of the cabin. This place was my heaven, Em's dad thought of everything. Two of the Laptops are what I like to call super computers; they linked to a several satellites around Europe, bouncing repeatedly every thirty seconds to keep from being tracked. There were three other computers in the room that were accessed remotely to routers all over the world.
Jade sat down heavily on the chair beside me.
"You look so happy" she smirked slicing an apple with her throw away knife before biting into it.
"I am" I turned to her and smiled "You see these monitors? The PC's are integrated with dynamic DNS. Which means that I can point to any wireless router and log in without worrying about our IP address being found; Jade, its damn near impossible for anyone to know where we are. Em's dad was a visionary. He is my role model" I sighed running my fingers lovingly over the keyboard.
"He was a genius" I said wishing I could have met him.
"You sound like you're in love"
"I am" I said fluttering my lashes
"Shut the hell up" she shook her head, she knew how I felt about all this tech stuff.
"You coming up for dinner? Myst and Larry cooked" she asked and I was already shaking my head no. I was cross referencing our names and images to find out who is looking for us, I wasn't hungry and didn't feel like dealing with the sexual tension between Myst and Larry or Em and his brother.
"Oh God, those two probably fucked while prepping the food" Jade spat out her apple slice making me laugh.
"You notice that too?" she screeched and I nodded
"Noticed what?" Myst was always light on her feet; you won't hear her unless she wants you to
"Didn't we tell you to make yourself heard" Jade was laughing so hard she had to hold her sides
"Notice what?" she ignored my comment
"How you and one of the twins was fucking while making the food" Jade said wiping tears from her eyes
"Oh" she smirked and sat down
"Oh? Nah was you fucking?" I asked turning away from the computers to hear the details
"Wait. Why are you and Em getting the action here? I wouldn't mind sampling one or both of them" Jade asked
"Here, here" I agreed with her
"When was the last time Em sampled anything? And as for me? I call dibs" We stared at each other for a minute before falling out laughing.
"Where's Em?" I asked turning back to the monitors
"By herself?" Jade asked getting up to leave
"I hope not" Myst answered
The pain in my side was dueling with the gash on the inside of my arm. I woke up in a pool of sweat, trying to control my pain through breathing exercises. It wasn't working and I was now focusing on not passing out.
I struggled and made my way to the bathroom. There was no way I could get my arms over my head to get undressed. I shuffled my way to the kitchen and grabbed a pair of scissors. Conversation around the table ceased.
"What you doing?" Myst asked trying to get up.
"I'm good babe" I gritted out
"What you need scissors for?" Larry asked
"I need to shower" I said and walked out, my head was spinning. I knew I was pushing myself too hard but I needed to wash up.
"She showering with scissors? Ouch" I heard and figured someone explained why I needed them.
"You friend hit my brother in the head cause he stupid sometimes" I couldn't turn around. I used the wall for leverage trying to make my way to the back bathroom.
"Come, let me help" I snatched my hand away.
"I don't need any help" I gritted out
"Why not? I here and you can't walk!" he screamed at me
"Leave me the fuck alone!" I screamed back finally turning to face him.
"What the fuck is your problem?" He screamed, getting in my face. His jaws clenched; the veins in his neck protruding.
"You, you are my problem. I don't need any fucking help. I can-"
"Can't walk. Just shut the fuck up and accept the fact that you need someone"
We stared at each other, my fists clenched.
"I could kill you" I gritted out
"Come, try me" he motioned with his hands
I flicked the blade of the scissors out so fast and laid the edge against his throat. He didn't flinch but I saw Larry step forward before being held back.
"Go head do it" he murmured softly and I sighed. I moved the scissors from his neck.
His movements were a blur, I looked up to see that he pinned me to the wall.
"Make that the last time you threaten me" He growled low and I nodded.
He stepped back and scooped me up in his arms, carrying me to the bathroom. I was too tired to fight him.
He set me down once we got in the bathroom, taking the scissors from me; he set those down by the sink.
"In case you try and use again" I shook my head
"I said I'm sorry" I said trying not to smile
"Is okai. We all mean when we get shot and fall off a bridge"
He turned away to run the water in the bath.
"I can't get down that low"
"Is okai, I help" When I didn't argue he arched an eyebrow my way.
"No argument?" I rolled my eyes and smiled
I sat in the tub, steam and mist surrounding me while I took deep breaths. I was lost in the soothing water. I couldn't lie, he was right this did feel good.
"Lean you head back" he whispered.
I couldn't believe I was sitting in the tub naked with him perched behind me. He changed into basketball shorts and sat on the edge of the tub, one foot behind my back the other under my right thigh.
"What did you put in my hair?" I asked leaning back my head touching his thigh as he massaged my scalp.
"Be quiet and enjoy" he laughed. His fingers were working their magic and I didn't want it to stop.
He stopped and I felt him shift. I didn't bother asking what was going on, he wanted to be in control and I was trying my best to relinquish it.
I heard when he dipped the washcloth into the water. I felt and sighed when I felt him brush the warm cloth against my skin. He was being meticulous, nothing sexual about what he was doing but I felt goose bumps whenever his knuckle would graze my skin. I don't know what was going on with me, I hated feeling so.... so vulnerable. Vulnerability equates to weakness in my book and I will never be that weak again. I licked my lips tasting the salt of my tears and realized I was crying.
I was so lost in my in my thoughts dealing with this inexplicable battle within myself I didn't realize he asked me a question.
"You tattoo? What does it say?"
I didn't want to answer. It would lead to more questions but I part of me wanted him to know.
"Sometimes memories are the reasons we can't move on"
"What language is that?" he said his fingers tracing the words across my shoulder.
"Latin" I whispered. His fingers went to the five footsteps on my spine
"My son's footprint's, I miscarried at five months" I said in a low and steady voice
"I'm sorry" he said still touching the footprints again
"Why? You had nothing to do with it" I said with an attitude wiping angrily at my tears
"I know I not there, I still sorry" he said, tilting my head back. He used a bowl and rinsed my hair out.
Helping me to stand he rinsed me off. He stepped out and held me tight as I stepped out too.
He kneeled in front of me and dried my legs, tapping my thighs for me to spread them. He worked silently and took extra care at my wounds.
He stood in front of me and my mouth went dry, He really was beautiful and nothing but trouble. I stared and took him in, I watched as he clenched his jaw, the joint jutting out as he continued to grind his teeth. I reached out and stroked his jaw line to get him to stop.
"I am a killer" I whispered to him and he nodded
"I kill for a living; no regret, no remorse. Men and women- I don't care. I do my job and I walk away."
"That's not true" his voice was a harsh whisper.
"It is. There are no good or bad guys. No romanticizing what we are doing here. We are going to kill a lot of people before this is over"
We stood there staring at each other, I took note that I was standing there naked and his basketball shorts were clinging to his thighs. He picked up a sweatshirt throwing it over my head; he eased my arms through the sleeves and the hem went passed my thighs.
I looked up and he shrugged.
"My clothes bigger, you can take it off no problem" he adjusted the shirt, pulling it over my left shoulder and it went off the other.
"Thanks" I managed to get out just as he turned to leave. As soon as I spoke he stopped but didn't turn around.
"You a good person Em" he said and walked out, shutting the door behind him. I pulled at the neck of the sweatshirt and took a deep breath.
"No, no I'm not a good person"
All was quiet, everyone was down for the night and I was wide awake. Diamond gave us her laptop for casual use. She had some movies on there so I planned on watching a few before falling asleep. I grabbed a blanket and tossed it over the back of the couch without looking. I went into the kitchen and grabbed something to snack on.
We didn't burn fires in the fireplace at night and didn't leave the cabin at all. Jade was the only one that ever left. The guys were too noticeable and I knew it was driving them crazy. Larry's been flirting with me hardcore since that incident in the kitchen. I didn't mind it one bit and planned to kick it up a notch soon enough.
I walked in the sitting room an apple in my mouth and the laptop in my hand when I saw him stretched out on the couch looking sexy as hell. He was knocked out and the blanket I threw over couch was on his chest. I set the laptop down and ate my apple in silence contemplating what my next move would be. His head was on his hand, his mouth opened, slightly curled up on the couch.
I crawled over to him and traced his lips with my finger, his tongue swept across his lips where I touched. I leaned forward and traced his lips with my tongue, trying to contain my laughter when he groaned and his lips puckered towards me. I did it again this time sucking his bottom lip into my mouth and pulling gently before letting go and starting to pull back when he snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me up into his chest. I did something I haven't done in years. I squealed like a school girl.
"What you doing woman?" his voice was gruff with sleep and sounded so sexy
"Having some fun" I tried to shift away but he held on tight.
"Keep going" he smiled, licked his lips and bit them.. in that order, all the while staring at mine.
I gave him a quick, chaste kiss before jumping off the couch and headed for the kitchen. I knew he would follow. I heard the chair scraping against the wood floors and turned to find him sitting down in front of the kitchen table waiting for me. He motioned me over and I walked towards him with feigned confidence.
I stood before him for a long time before he touched me, his large hands palming my ass hard enough to leave bruises but I didn't care. He pulled me into him, his hot breath against my midsection driving me crazy. Suddenly he grabbed my waist and set me on the table.
"Don't move" he waited for me to nod before he walked out the kitchen. I blew air out my mouth and tried to be patient.
"What the fuck?" I asked when he didn't come back. I stood up and started to leave when he came through the door tsking.
"I tell you no to move" He grabbed hold of me and sat me on the table again.
His kisses were scorching a trail down the side of my neck, to my ear back down to my collar driving me crazy. I grabbed hold of his waistband but he smacked my hand away.
"No, you play now is my turn" I heard the fabric of my tee shirt tearing and relished in it.
His tongue wet and hot sweeping the underside of my breast before making its way to my nipples where the buds spring hard, my body reacting instantly making me moan as pulse after pulse shot down to my center. He's fingers were busy, tweaking and kneading the other as he sucked my hard nipple into his mouth.
"Is good?" he asked and I couldn't respond. He kissed his way to my belly button, his question unanswered. I could feel the cold air against my wet skin. He kissed his way to my hip bone kissing and licking that sensitive area making me squirm. I felt his fingers playing at my opening, lips slick with my arousal. He teased my lips, tracing the outlines slowly sensuously.
"Juegas demasiado" (You play too much) I groaned out, my hips flexing against his fingers.
"simplemente devolver el favor" (Just returning the favor) his words were muffled by the crashing sound in my ears when I felt his mouth on me. His lips locked on my clit sucking it hard into his mouth, I bucked into his mouth
"трахнути мене” (Fuck Me!!!-Ukrainian) I screamed out, his hand came up and covered my mouth. My screams effectively cut off as he sucked and licked me for what felt like hours. I couldn’t control the build up to it, I felt myself coming and couldn’t say anything. My eyes went wide watching him down there. I screamed again, tears coming to my eyes when I felt him bite my inner thigh. I fell limp onto the table, panting when he stood up and wiping his mouth.
I saw him grinning up at me and wanted to wipe that smile off his face. I saw him grab something beside me but couldn't concentrate. I wanted him buried deep inside me and wouldn't wait too much longer.
"Що ж ви чекаєте?” (What are you waiting for?- Ukrainian).
“Для вас, щоб віддихатися” (For you to catch your breath) he responded shocking me, before I could respond he slammed into me forcing a harsh cry out of both of us.
“Я хотів у пішов на хуй з першого дня.” (I wanted to fuck you from day one) he stated, pounding into me and grunting out nonsensical things. I couldn’t focus on anything except the wonderful tingling sensation
“вы настолько большой” (You’re so big- Russian) he looked down smiling at me
“I know” he continued to thrust into me hard and fast. Every time I thought he couldn’t go deeper.. he went deeper.
“Господи” (Oh My God- Russian) I screamed when I felt him in my stomach. Sweat dripping off his brow he stared at our juxtaposition a glimmer of light from the night's sky providing the perfect illumination.
He looked up and stared into my eyes and I was lost in his. He was too skilled, too good yet he made me feel like I was the only woman he's fucked like this. He never spoke, never broke stride. I caught his rhythm and started arching up to meet his powerful thrust, he growled in response and pushed in deeper and harder. My arm went around his neck and he leaned forward, pushing deeper and took my nipple into his mouth, the duel sensations pulling me under as another orgasm hit. I felt myself contracting around him in the same rhythm he used to suck my nipple. He let it go with a pop and started cursing; he picked up speed if that was even possible, my breath hitched when another orgasm blindsided me. This time, he's movements slowed, his thrusts still as hard, were slower. He took the other nipple in his mouth and felt him stiffen against me, stopped thrusting and started grinding into me. I yelled out and felt his dick swell before he collapsed into me breathing heavy.
We stayed that way for a while, my hands buried in his hair while we caught our breath.
"You think they heard us?" he asked and I started laughing causing him to grunt and nip at my neck.
"They heard but don't worry, I called dibs"
He pulled out and I gasped at the friction it caused. I watched him grab some paper towels and clean himself off before bringing some to me; after wiping myself down I wrapped the table cloth around me and walked out the kitchen with Larry following close behind me.
I stopped and he bumped into me when I saw everyone standing there staring at us.
"Burn that fucking table cloth" Em grumbled and Laurent helped her down the hall.
"Your next in Line Em" I called after and watched her middle finger appear
"He can use that too" I screamed and she stopped and looked up at Laurent and whispered something in his ear that made him laugh.
Jade and Diamond stood there staring at Larry.
"I called dibs y'all" I said snapping my fingers at them
"Yeah, yeah we heard" Jade said smirking.
"Next time we draw straws" I heard Diamond's stage whisper
"How many languages do you speak?" He asked smirking at me
"A lot. Why?" I asked as he lead me down the hallway.
"I want you to scream more languages (Languages)"
