#5.12.2016

[romanfawkes910]

[divmcnd]

[ignis-et-equi]

I shouldn't blog while I'm drinking.

[ignis-et-equi]

I am alone. And it scares me.

[ignis-et-equi]

I'm drinking and I miss you. I've done so well today. I cried I don't know how many times, but I still did things. I went to the river and thought of you hunting me. I talked to people to fill the emptiness you've left behind. I told my therapist everything and she told me she was proud of me for handling it so well. But I'm drinking and I miss you.

[binibiningpatatas]

Parang gusto ko na mag back-out. Ugh. naiinis ako kung nakapag ipon ako ng maayos, yung enough para matustusan ung sarili kong expenses para sa board, edi sana hindi ako nagkakaproblema ng ganito. May inaasahan naman akong pera pero matagal pa kasi yun :( Tapos yung parents ko lagi na lang nag-aaway parang di na magkasundo. Woaaaa di ko alam panong gagawin T.T Help me Lord :(