#5.31.20

[ellicove]

my life is filled with tiny scully doodles

[ener-chi]

Time for a big update!

So I went to the forest today. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve visited the forest, maybe a month or so?? Anyways, I wasn’t really feeling it this morning and was planning to be lazy the whole day, but I spoke to Prince while I was eating breakfast and he basically commanded me that I come and visit him lol. It was the perfect day out, overcast and cool, so I decided to finally do it.

It was amazing. I met with The Green Man first, bringing him an offering of cut apples and strawberries. He enjoyed them a lot! We talked and got caught up. He gave me some advice for my Path while he worked on me energetically. He also chastised me for not drinking Forest Water and told me to drink more lol. 

So I’ve been working on a project with him for a while. Last time I visited, he gave me instructions to make a... tool, that I can use to store and channel forest energy while I am away from the forest. Since then I’ve finished it, and I brought it with me. He channeled energy through me and into it to store it for later. It was very cool to feel all of that energy flowing through me. 

Once I was done with him, I hiked through the forest as I met with Prince. He happily greeted me and quickly pulled me into the Fae realm. He picked me out a nice blue suit and frock-coat-thingy to wear; I looked like a real lad. Prince also gave me like an energy upgrade?? He did some energy work on me, and said that he was changing/enhancing my fae energy, and that it would help me irl, but more importantly help me fit in a bit more in the Court. I thanked him.

We went to the Court, and it was lovely to see it in its’ element. It was like... it kind of reminded me of Timone and Pumba’s paradise in the Lion King. Kind of in the jungle, very lush and green, lots of pools and waterfalls. Very cool.

I had a couple of Fae nobles approach and kind of interact with me. The first was a high-fae what appeared to be male... he had a sturdier, hardier, earthy energy to him. He was actually very cordial, and addressed me directly and permitted me to speak. We conversed, and he said that he liked me, and that if I ever found myself in the Fae realm that I could consider him an ally. I had what appeared to be like a... mother pixie?? I’m not sure what she was, but she seemed to be like the head of the pixies or a pixie noble or something. Strix and Trixie answered to her and spoke to her with high respect, so she is something like that. She also addressed me directly; our interaction was overall a little bit distrustful but overall intrigued. It ended with her being generally okay with me. 

The final fae was that one Fae noble lady from before, who really didn’t like me. In the past she spoke ill of me and even was spying on me after I left. She didn’t address me at all, but was very snide, and made some back-handed comments about me to Prince. 

But overall the interactions were good! Prince said that the more often I visit, the more accustomed they become to me being there and the more they like me. So I need to visit more often.

Also... I commented on how much better the Court looked now that it’s summer, and that it’s in its’ element. He agreed, and said that technically it’s not officially summer yet; they have a big celebration on the Solstice/Midsummer, and that he would like me to go!! He says that they have all sorts of Fae festivities: singing, dancing, lots of good food, and lots of mischief lol. I immediately agreed to go; it sounds like a lot of fun!

This will be my first time actually celebrating the Solstice as a holiday. I’ve never cared for holidays in general, even before my spiritual path. But I don't really consider myself a witch, so I don’t really celebrate any of the associated holidays. I think it’s Litha that is associated with the solstice?? Or is it Midsummer?? I’ll have to do my research, but regardless I will definitely be celebrating it now! 

In other news, I’ve been feeling more of a pull from that Goddess again lately. A week or two ago I had a dream that I met a goddess, but unfortunately I don’t remember which one. I’ve been kind of just patient and waiting to see if I would get more signs, and I have. I feel... a pull, towards them. I get a feel of energy... it’s a little bit darker, and when I close my eyes I feel like... wind, and I see like their hair billowing upwards in it. I’m not quite sure but I think they might be Norse, as it kind of resonates with me?? 

I’m not really sure who they are yet; but if you have any ideas feel free to shoot me a message or an ask, I’m not super familiar with deities and could use some input!

Ugh this is already such a long post lol. Life has been crazy for me, with school and other mental stuff going on. I’m just doing my best to do what I can without over-exerting myself, and choosing my Path. I am being constantly reminded to try and focus on what is truly important, and that things will work out from there.

I think that’s it for now. I hope that everyone has a wonderful rest of their day.

Blessings!

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[ellicove]

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[you-brighten-my-world]

Do you ever just envision your future? Or if you’ve already achieved/made it to where you saw yourself/relationship/life going. I tried to catch up on some chores around the house today because I’ve been slacking with the little bit of time I do have. Also, just been trying to prioritize my family/friends. I don’t mind doing them, I like having a clean house. Mikie eventually came over and I was still folding laundry. He offered to help me and we just talked and it just was a very sweet moment. It made me think of how I want to be a better person not just for myself but for him. I want to be someone he’s proud of. I want to be the person he’s coming home to and is happy to come home to. I want to be the person that helps him feel less stressed. As he was sitting on my bed it just made me even more sure (I already know that I know that I know he is who I want to be with and who I’m supposed to be with) that I want to do life with him. I want to be his friend, his wife, to be his help, to his peace. I’ve just never experienced this kind of love for someone and it’s honestly overwhelming. Regardless of the things we’ve been through, we have grown so much. I love him more than anything.