#5am ramble

[aesthetic-survivor-of-twd]

What it's like being friends with me on Facebook Messenger.

[asilversky]

This is Jade. She’s my 3yr old Boston Terrier/Chihuahua mix. And she may as well be my somewhat nuerotic, high energy, therapy dog.

I’ve always had some form of trouble sleeping at night. I’ll have something akin to a sleep schedule, and then it’ll fall apart to pieces the next moment. I always get some form of frusterated of my incapability to sleep eventually, where I just end up crying and laying in my bed and staring at the ceiling, feeling lonely and horrible about myself.

Though, when I got Jade as a 6week old rescue puppy, those frusterated nights weren’t so lonely and horrible. I had this small, fuzzy friend laying beaide my head, trying to lick my ear.

And here I sit in the living room tonight. Tired but unable to get my mind to stop thinking so I can sleep. And Jade comes by, hops into my lap and just seems to be making sure I know she’s there.

Appreciate your pets, people. They’re your best friends, and your family. They love you because you love them, and that’s all they ask for... and maybe a treat or six.

[oogiezucca207]

I realized something...

So this might be my sleep deprived brain going in 5 in the morning but.. and I don't normally ramble on political stuff but.. I realize something the dumb ass trump and the rest of his group is doing that will bite them in the fucking ass...

They are severing their connections with everyone..

Trump has signed multiple things that won't benefit anyone but himself and his small group of "buddies", hes causing problems where the parts of the world that were supporting are starting cut their connections off from us..

This is a ticking clock counting down to either him being kicked out by the system.. or him being kicked out in a fucking revolution.

I'm thinking this cause, the 1 mayor difference I'm seeing that is probably a blessing from it being fully a Hitler case once more.. is that trump is severing his supporters.. Think about it for a moment.. when Hitler went into power and everything went to shit with world war 2 he was only going after a certain group, he didn't sever his supporters he make it so his supporters were still well off. Even making sure the other parts of the world that he was friendly with, stayed friendly. Trump on the other hand hes cutting all the ropes he has on his little god damn bridge, he is screwing everyone over, just look at the things hes trying to pass, the things hes trying to do. Not one thing is actually for anyone but himself and the rich with him, his supporters are already on a thin ice of mentality, just barely still following along and their starting to wither into realizing the fool's actions. Our neighbors and the parts of the world we are suppose to be friends with are breaking connections with us..

Right now our system is trying it keep a number of things from getting worst.. but its leaking.. and it feels like a thin line that once it breaks.. it will be big..

[rcverberated]

any character development question list that asks when your oc's birthday is is probably out there to get you. do not do it. it will confuse you. i don't care when their birthday is i care if they keep their socks in their shoes after wearing them for a short while or if they put it in the laundry immediately after use

[pavedwithstars]

I probably am more prudish than some regarding swearing in films, probably because I generally don't watch films that are full of swearing (not that I don't swear myself because I do), and I never grew up around people who swore.

I wouldn't even say that lazy writing = lots of swearing. But I think the usual excuse of "it makes it more realistic" doesn't work for me either. I think swearing is appropriate in a lot of situations, but sometimes it really looks like a case of "let's see how crude and vulgar we can be in in 90 minute period and let's break a record" rather than realism. To be honest, I am more concerned in a film that shows a character in a 24 hour period, not going to the bathroom. Now THAT is unrealistic.

It's no skin off my nose if a film is full of language, as that puts me right off watching it anyway, just like violence etc puts other people off from things. 

Don't really know where I was going with this.

[mercerism]

so I want to apologize for the lack of art productivity lately.

I realize I've been clogging up dashes with various health-related updates and I'll try to make this one to the point.

I've been pretty sick for the past week and the medicine I've been put on doubles as a narcotic, which means I'm rarely awake, though when I am I'm still horribly groggy. I'm usually very motivated and enthusiastic when it comes to projects, and I know I have more than a few of them to tend to. However, between the steroids and drugs and general aches and pains, I've been dragging my feet and having trouble focusing on much of anything. There's a few things I have to finish soon (commissions among them), so hopefully my body will work with me tomorrow. 

here's an apology moose.