#5may2016

[shawmilaarchive]

Shawn and Camila play “To Bae or Not To Bae” — Capital FM interview.

[deepestentries]

I want you to stay, but not when you can say goodbye so easily.

[a--simple--soul]

I feel like I’m trying too hard. I’m trying to get good grades,to smile all the time,to tell jokes,to be present. I’m trying to be ok with myself and to go out more. I’m trying to make new friends and to dress nice. I’m trying to be “the perfect kid”,but you know what? I am just a failure,a mistake. I cry myself to sleep and I can barely look at myself in the mirror.I hate myself,I hate all of this. I am not enough and I will never be no matter how much I try. I am tired and I feel like I’m losing myself more and more everyday. I am fading and I want this to end.

I will never be enough