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My Masterlist! 卌

Welcome to my Masterlist!

Here you can find my work, I will be writing for 5sos. Both f̶i̶l̶t̶h̶y̶ smut and fluff!

I also take requests🤍

🖤smut

☁️fluff

Calum Hood

⋆｡°✩ Revenge Has Never Felt So Good🖤

Ashton Irwin

Luke Hemmings

Michael Clifford

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5sos masterlist

Hey, loves! This is my 5sos masterlist. My stories will be mainly smut (MEANING THIS IS AN 18+ ONLY ENVIRONMENT) and I'll attach content warnings to all of them. Feel free to send requests — I'm not into daddy kink so I won't write those, anything else is doable. I'm non-binary (they/ them) but Reader will be mostly written as a cisgender woman. I can definitely write them as trans if you request smut like that! And I'll obviously never write something that misgenders Reader. Also I don't think I'll ever write Reader as a cisgender man, sorry.

I should also warn you that I'll absolutely make all the boys bisexual as fuck and you're bound to find some gay sex here. This obviously doesn't necessarily represent the reality because I don't really know how they express their sexuality. Hope you have as much fun reading these stories as I do writing them!! :-)

Love, M

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If Walls Could Talk - Series

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Michael:

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Tired with Paper Bags

Idk what this is... I wrote it in 15 mins so it’s probably trash

Pure fluff with some tired cute fluff, GIF creds to owner

“Sorry to drag you along with me to the store, we can always go back home and I’ll come back later. I know you’re exhausted from work and it’s your first week back. I should’ve shopped beforehand.” I was a blubbering mess and he just gave me a tired grin.

“Anywhere you are is home.” He grins and I roll my eyes. “Literally shut the fuck up you cringe-full fool.” I go to shove his shoulder and he grabs my hand to pull me into his side. “I’m kidding, well not really, but I’m fine with just going to a store at 9 p.m.” Calum’s infectiously goofy smile made me grin too.

“Are you sure, I’m sorry I didn’t shop beforehand,” I mumble as I grab a cart and start making my way towards the dairy section. “You’ve been busy with finals all week, you’ve been just as busy so don’t worry about it.” He kisses the side of my head and I smile more. “I appreciate that.”

“So like, can I get some cookie dough?”

“You’re a multi-millionaire and you’re asking me if you can get cookie dough, really?”

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

I shake my head as he puts a few packages of cookie dough into the basket as I pick up some eggs. I grab some cheese sticks and a gallon of milk. “There’s honestly two types of shoppers.” He jokes as he watches me pick up the essentials.

“Well, budgeting is a lifestyle, Cal.” I poke fun and he sticks his tongue out.

I move towards the cereal, he eats the shit out of that more than anything. I pull the Froot Loops and Cap’n Crunch family size boxes as he just follows behind like a lost puppy.

I continue shopping that way for a while before I ended up in the clothes section. I had gotten so sidetracked from finishing groceries. I look up to ask Cal about a shirt but I stopped in my tracks when I see his droopy eyes and a big yawn escaping.

I put the shirt down and grab his warm hand, he blinked so slowly and it made me feel guilty for keeping him up. “Let’s checkout. You’re exhausted.” I give a small smile and head towards the line, he stood behind me with his arms wrapped around the front of me.

He sluggishly helped me unload the cart onto the conveyor belt, I stand in front of the card reader waiting for the guy to finish up, Cal graciously loaded them into the cart again after they were bagged.

The total comes up and I pull my card out, Calum booty-bumping me out of the way and swiping his card before I even had the chance to. I pout a little but I see his competitive smile and I roll my eyes.

We give our goodbyes to the cashier and make our way to the car. “I could’ve paid tonight, you didn’t have to,” I mumble and he chuckles. “Yeah I know, but as you said, I am a multi-millionaire.” He acts like he was bragging and I snicker quietly.

We load up the trunk and put the cart back, I snatch the keys from Calum’s hand and run to the driver's seat, jumping in before he could physically remove me.

“Babyyyyy,” he strung out the last letter and continued to get into the passenger side. “Babe, your bags under your eyes are sponsored by Gucci and Jet-Lag, I can drive home.” I revved up the car and backed out.

Between the cool air, dark skies, and his already present drowsiness, he was out by the time I made it onto the interstate.

——

I carefully and quietly unloaded the car with it running, I have never sprinted back and forth so fast just to get it done. I wanted Cal to sleep as long as he could so he didn’t feel obligated to help when he was this exhausted.

“Calum, baby, we’re home.” I shake his right shoulder gently, he stretched slightly before releasing the seatbelt. I help him out and start towards the front door. “Baby, the groceries.” He mumbled and I laughed to myself. “They’re inside already, cmon.”

Once inside I lead him to the living room to sit for a while, I unloaded the groceries quickly, I could see his sleepy figure on the couch. I smiled to myself as he was trying so hard to stay awake.

I folded up the paper bags and stick them beside the fridge. “Hey babe, are you ready to go to bed?” I ask and he slowly nods, standing up even slower.

I grab his hand as we ascend the staircase, I couldn’t wait to be his arms but also our bed.

Once we made it to our room, we both strip down and he hands me the shirt he was wearing, I slipped it over me quickly. He flopped in bed and I was close in pursuit.

“Thank you for unloading the groceries, I’m sorry I didn’t help at all.”

“I’m sorry I made you go out, I knew you were tired and I should’ve either waited or went earlier. I’m sorry.”

The guilt built more when I saw his baggy eyes blink so slowly. He pushed some tiny hairs away from my face and then just brushed my face with his calloused fingers.

“Babe, stop feeling guilty about that, I’m not concerned about it. We both survived, slowly and tiredly, but we made it out with cookie dough.” He joked so quietly, the tiredness seems to take away the volume.

“You’re goofy babe,” I slightly laugh and he grins softly.

“Can I be honest with you?” He asks and I nod, weird to ask considering we were always honest.

“You keep apologizing and it reminds me of when you took me home to your parents like the 3rd time. You were very hangry and making cookies from scratch, you had just put them in the oven and then loaded up the dishwasher. I hopped onto the counter to sit and I just took time to admire you, per usual, but it felt so wholesome,” I go to open my mouth to talk about how I didn’t know what he was talking about, he lays his hand over it.

“Your mom came in, saw us and she jokingly said something along the lines of ‘you’re forcing a millionaire to watch you make cookies, doesn’t he have anything better to do.’ She walked out of the room and you apologized the whole time because you figured it was accurate but it wasn’t. It still isn’t. I knew when I got to watch you work you're way around the house and just made cookies so peacefully with me, I knew I wanted to see it again years down the road. I wanted to see you being my best friend as we got to do subtle yet loving things, and I get to do that. So, you inviting me to go shop because you still wanted to spend time with my tired ass and even letting me sleep through your whole unloading session, buying my favorite cereals without thought, or even thinking you’d pay for groceries... you just you make up my whole life. I wouldn’t change cookie making or tired grocery shopping for anything. Literally anything.” His speech was so slurred and slow from drowsiness but it still made me grin ear to ear.

“I’m gonna have to ship you around a plane for a couple of hours a day so you’re jet-lagged, you’re a lot more sentimental and cute.” I joke and kiss his forehead softly.

“I just really love you.” He mumbled and I could tell all of the energy went into the speech.

“Calum, I love you more than life. I would sell my left kidney just to make sure I got to spend time with you. I cherish any moment or memory I get to share with you.” I run my thumb over his silver hairline. He smiled so warmly and tiredly.

“Why your left one? Not the right?” He mumbled and I snickered. “I was hoping I could get more for it being my left.”

“Baby, I’m so tired and I want to stay up to talk about kidneys and my love for you, but I’m so tired.” He whined and I kissed his pouty lips quickly.

“Good night babe, I love you forever.”

“Night, I love you and your kidneys”.

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A Family

I’ve been so sick so I’m sorry for being inactive

Word count: 1,774

Flufffff glalore

GIF creds to owner

“Hey, are you ready to go?” Luke peaked his head into the room. I finished braiding the end of my hair, I pull pieces out of the side. I nod and turn toward him once I’m done, he had a huge grin.

“What?” I ask and he just shakes his head. “You’re just beautiful.” He sighs contently and my heart raced still. Even after a year of marriage and 3 years of dating, he still makes my heart do the thing. “You’re so cute.” I lean up to kiss his cheek. “No stop! This is about you and you look so fucking good.” He twirls me around, my sundress lifting with the wind.

“Okay, we’re going to be late.” I stop myself from indulging in this moment. “Do I look overdressed for a family gathering?” He asks and I look him up and down. “Yes, very. This isn’t the AMA’s babe.” I joke and he sighs, going to the closet.

“Here’s the keys, I’ll meet you down there.” He says and throws the keys to me. “Okay, I’ll lock the front door and you can come out of the garage door,” I say as I leave the room, I was still smiling at his playfulness today.

I sat in the driver's seat, I had already put our

P!ATD cd in the player. Luke opened the driver door abruptly and my heart was freaking dying. “I didn’t say you had to drive, I feel bad now.” He had his arms propped on top of the opening, he was leaning down to match the height difference.

“Why feel bad? I’m a big girl Luke.” I joke and he was basically dragging me to the other side. He closes the door and runs back around. “Because I can’t hold your thigh or hand the same way, it’s not the same when I’m in the passenger seat.” He says as he backs up out of the garage, once he was heading down the Main Street, his hand found its spot on my thigh.

“See, look how well it fits and I didn’t even do it on purpose. I’m a creature of habit.” He shrugs his shoulders but I saw the smirk. “Well, you are a creature, a different one for sure,” I mumble and he grabs my thigh lightly. “Baby got jokes today.” He seethes playfully and I shrug. “Maybe.” I drawled out the last part of the word. “We’re a mess.”

——

“Liz!” I was more excited to see her before Luke, I mean I love this woman. “Babydoll, how are you doing? This guy treating you right?” She asks as she hits Luke’s chest, I laugh. “He’s pretty awful to me,” I say as I stick my tongue out to him. “He better not be, he may be tall now but I’ll whoop his butt.” She jokes along and he pouts.

“My wife of 1 year is already replacing me as favorite.” Luke whines and I smile slyly. “Aw Luke, bold assumption. She’s been my favorite since you brought her home years ago.” She says as she gives him a little pat on the arm before heading toward the kitchen.

“He’s pretty awful to me,” Luke mocks my voice and I laugh loudly, my head going back some. “I’m sorry,” I pout and he turns his cheek to me. “I do not forgive, bye.” He stomps off dramatically towards the kitchen and I knew he was playing with me.

I ignore his little antics and sit beside one of Lukes cousins. “Y/n, it’s been forever! I haven’t seen you since Gabe’s 2nd birthday party!” Melissa hugs me and I hug her back tightly. “Where is he?” I asked excitedly as she looks around. “He ran off somewhere, he’ll be back soon because I have his juice.” She waves it around in her hand and I smile.

“Good, I miss that little monster. He’s almost three, isn’t he?” I ask and she nods. “2 weeks away, he loves talking and dinosaurs.” She explains and my heart erupts. “No way! I’m sorry we haven’t caught up!” I exclaim and she shakes her head.

“Hey, you’ve had an exciting year, I felt bad for missing the wedding but Brody was in England for work while we were staying in the states at that time.” She explains and I nod curtly. “Have you guys moved again?” I ask I knew her husband did a lot of traveling for his job.

“We settled in Sydney, his work signed him here for at least 3 years.” She explains and I squealed. “We need to drink coffee every week, have Gabe over one night so you can enjoy time with Brody. I’m so excited!” I basically yelled. “Me too! I’m ready to be those Instagram girls who post their drinks and kids.” She jokes and I high-five her.

“Mommy! Juice!” Gabe comes running down the hall, I smile widely when I hear his voice. “Gabe, how are you, sweet boy!” I exclaim once he came to me instead of his mom, I sit him in my lap. He started kissing all over my face and I saw Melissa taking pictures. “I miss you!” He hugs my neck and I swear my heart could’ve burst.

“I’ve missed you too, can I come to your birthday? I haven’t seen you in one year!” I squish his little cheeks. “Please? Mommy please?” He looks over to Melissa and she nods with a smile. “Mommy said yes, can you bring Wuke.” The way he said Luke made me giggle some.

“I’ll see if he’ll come with me, sometimes he’s a really silly boy.” I joke and he belly laughs. “Can you play outside with me?” He changed the subject and I stand up with him in my arms.

I walk to the backyard with him, putting him down right in front of the door. He goes running outside and I knew I couldn’t keep up. “Y/n come on!”

I go running to the swings that Liz set up months ago for Jacks kids. I sit on one beside his and we swing in rhythm, he was still giggling and making me happy.

I absolutely love kids! I babysat for years and I just needed children around me constantly. I even went into child psychology because I knew I wanted to help kids.

Before I know it, Gabe was on to the next game. He grabbed my hands and just pulled at them as a sign to get up. When I stand, he was pulling me towards the empty spot of grass.

He only wanted to dance and it made me smile, we were spinning around happily. I’d grab his hands and dance with him some. I would do a lot to make sure that the smile was still there.

A loud knock at the door made us both jump in fright, I look over and Luke’s huge frame was at the door. He made a motion that it was time to eat. I tell Gabe as I took his hand and led him outside, Luke had already disappeared.

“Gabe let’s wash our hands first before we eat.” I softly demand, he goes into the bathroom first. I boost him up so I could help him wash his hands. It was so adorable when he started to sing the ABCs to time his washing.

He runs out as I wash my hands, I dry them off and turn off the light. I step out and a yell accompanied by a tight grip made me yelp. “Luke!” I punch his chest and he was laughing harder than he should’ve. “Baby, I’m sorry.” He said while laughing like it made his apology more sincere?

“I hate you.” I shake my head and start to walk past him, but his grip stops me. “Can we talk for a second?” My heart dropped slightly because his mood changed quickly.

“Yeah babe, spill it.” I take both his hands in mine. He was slowly pulling us toward the backdoor, we stop on the porch part. “I need to know something, not in a bad way at all.” He calmed my nerves a little.

He gave me a soft look before stepping closer to me, his arm around my waist lightly. “You love kids, right?” He asks shyly and it made me laugh. “Well it is my day job plus you already know I love kids. What’s gotten into you today?” I ask and push his wild curls back some.

“I mean would you love kids with me?”

I started to think of a miniature Luke, girl or boy, running down the hall with the attitude of his. Their curls bouncing as the jump up and down when Luke comes home from work. Him singing them to sleep or calm them down. The way he’d love them, it made my heart prance.

“You’ve got that silly grin on your face babygirl, are you about to mock me?” He asks sadly and I shake my head.

“Luke, I was thinking of our kids and how much love you’d give them. Of course, I’d have kids with you, we’re married and god I’m the luckiest to have you. But if I had the chance to have your kids, see your love for them, and experience that, God I’d give anything.” I caress his cheekbones.

“Really?” I nod to him. “Luke, I love you and we’re married. I couldn’t imagine loving anyone else but our children. Why wouldn’t I want your kids?” I ask and he chuckles.

“See when I think of the reasoning, it sounds so dumb. It’s just that we’ve never talked about it and I’ve wanted a family with you for a long time. So when I saw you with Gabe, I knew I couldn’t wait any longer to ask.” He admits and I lean up to kiss his lips softly.

“I’d be honored to make a family with you, just as long as you can handle the hormones.” I kid with him and he pecks my lips softly. “I think I can handle it, I mean it’ll be worth it in the end.” He kisses me again.

I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him once more, he pushes my body into his. He tries to make the kisses rougher but I push him away. “We’re not trying for a family here, maybe later. C’mon, they’re gonna start asking questions.” I tug his arm and he groans. “Fine!”

“Wait one more.” He says before turning me to him again, kissing my lips quickly, I smiled.

“What a dork.”

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Best Friends?

Word count: 2,533

Fluff angst cute... I need a Calum.

GIF creds to owner

“Cal! C’mon!” She yells as she jumped up and down, her strength took me by surprise as she was tugging on my arm. “Y/n, it is an ice cream shop, it is not closing anytime soon.” I joke with her and she pouts. “Calum, I want my cotton candy ice cream. I’ve been excited for this since breakfast!” She was so adorable, her smile was so illuminating. “I’ve been your best friend for 3 years and you have never been this happy to see me, ever.” I tease and she pouts slightly.

“You’re not ice cream though, you’re Calum.” She smiles and I put my arm around her neck. “Let’s go get your ice cream,” I tell her as we walk towards the shop, I would do whatever it takes to make sure she had that smile on her face for a long time.

I let her walk up to the glass window, she knew in her heart she was going to get the cotton candy flavor but she still searched each name-tag. I watched her carefully, she’d tilt her head slightly when something seemed good. She’d scrunch her nose up for something that had caramel in it, she hated caramel.

I fell in love with her a long time ago but I never pushed it, I didn’t want to ruin what we had in our friendship. I see her pulling money out of her pocket and I grab her hand gently. “My treat, you’re my best friend.” I smile, I get the cash out of my wallet and then search the window.

“I’ll-“ She was about to speak and I cut in. “She’ll have a double-scooped cotton candy ice cream cone. I’ll take a double-scooped rocky road ice cream in a cup please.” I order for her and she pouts. I hand the guy a five dollar bill. “What if I didn’t want cotton candy?” She asks and I just give her a look, she knew damn well she wanted cotton candy, but she started giggling. “You’re right, I wanted cotton candy.” She whispers and I shake my head, a smile on my lips still.

“You’re a literal dork.” I giggle lightly and she nods. “You know it’s a great party trick.”

When she said party, it struck a cord in my mind. “Oh yeah, party. Uh, Luke is throwing a party this Friday for his and Ashton’s birthday. Of course, I want you there, you’re always the best part of any party.” I tell her and she acts like she had something to think about, she doesn’t have any other friends beside me. Well, she does but we’re best friends.

“Fine! I’ll clear my busy schedule and see if I can make it.” She exclaims dramatically, I roll my eyes. I look toward the worker and he hands us our ice cream. We both sit in one of the booths. “You can come over to my house beforehand, we can chill all day and then party,” I suggest and her face falls a little.

“I wish I could spend all day with you, but I’m going over to Seth’s house for a while. We have to work on some project for civil history.” She tells me and I felt my own emotions falter, I accidentally let my spoon fall. “Hey, don’t make that face. You know he isn’t that bad.” She warns and points her cone at me slightly. He was awful, he always made moves on her and she had kissed him once. She said she didn’t really like him, sadly her professor had made them permanent partners for the semester.

“Sorry, you just know he’s gonna put moves on you,” I warn and she groans. “Yes I know, I just can’t risk this project, Cal. It’s going to count as 2 tests and I don’t care if I have to be around him. It’s worth the grade.” She sounded annoyed and I nod. “Understandable,” I reply shortly and take another bite of my ice cream.

The conversation died down, I was stuck staring at my ice cream and thinking about all of my problems. I knew I loved her and it fucking hurt to even think of her with fucking Seth. “Are you okay?” Her voice sounded concerned as she reached over and I involuntarily moved it away. “I’m fine, the ice cream is really sweet and giving me a headache.” I lie and I can tell she saw right through it.

“Well, let’s leave Cal. I’ll let you go home to get some rest.” She puts on a brave smile and I nod.

——

“You’re so fucking moody, what’s wrong? It’s my birthday.” Luke sat beside me and handed me a beer. “I’m just tired.” I lie and he scoffs, he knew I slept for like 10 hours. “Is it y/n?” He asks and I nod slowly. I had been ignoring her because my mind was running rampant of her.

I just knew deep down we’d never happen because we were best friends, I would never want to lose that. The last thing I want to do is push it too hard and she just leaves completely. My dumbass thought that ignoring her texts and calls would help, in the end, I couldn’t stop thinking of her. I missed her sarcasm and puns. Her smile and her fucking gorgeous eyes.

“She is with Seth right now for a project, she said she’d be here for your party but I’ve been ignoring her for a few days, so she might not come,” I say and the realization hit that she may skip. I hated parties without her, she made them 100x better.

“Well, why don’t you just admit your feelings?” He asks and I laugh, is he serious? “I don’t want to lose her or us.” I sigh and he pats my back. “You’re going to lose her anyway if you keep playing this game. Take a chance Cal, she has to like you too.” He says and I shrug. “There’s no way to tell,” I mumble, I wanted to just leave this conversation here and go out for a smoke.

“She looks at you like you personally hung the stars. She can literally go anywhere with you and have the best time, you two know each other inside and out. Cal, you’re just fucking blind.” He states and I felt a smile tug at my lips. “Maybe, I can only hope,” I mumble.

——

I had snuck up the back stairway to Luke’s room, he had a great balcony that was amazing to just sit on to think. It overlooked the lights of LA and he has some really fucking comfortable chairs.

I pulled out a cigarette to light, I stuck it in between my teeth gently as I dug out my lighter.

I light up the cigarette quickly, inhaling it immediately. I felt the burn of the smoke filling my lungs, I pushed the smoke back out of my nose. I used my finger to trace the rim of my beer cup, it honestly didn’t even taste good anymore.

I inhale the smoke a few more times until it becomes shorter. I stomp it out on the ground and pick it up, I lay it on the table so I can throw it away when I go inside.

I didn’t want to go in yet, I just liked the feeling of relaxing out here without the loud music and drunk people. “Do you understand that one day you have to actually enjoy a party.” Y/n’s voice says from behind me, I felt chills emerge. “I don’t know, I think the balcony is my scene.” I didn’t turn back to look at her, she came to the seat beside me. I didn’t have much to say as I looked at the moon, I didn’t even know where to begin. I know it should be an apology and maybe a whole spiel about how she is the love of my life.

However, nothing came out at all. There was silence from the both of us but downstairs was pulsating with music. “Are you mad at me Calum?” She asks I could hear the pain in her voice. “I’m not mad,” I tell her and it was true, I was mad at myself more than her.

“Calum, we’ve never been mad at each other and ignored each other, I don’t know what I did wrong just tell me. I’ll try to fix it.” She was speaking so quickly and it made my heart hurt for her to even think that she was the one who messed up.

“Y/n, it’s not you okay. Well, it is you but it’s nothing wrong or hurtful. You can’t fix it and that’s okay.” I try to explain in the kindest way possible and I stand up abruptly to lean over the railing. I just repeated to myself that I needed to just stare at the lights and calm down.

She snuck up beside me and leaned her head against my shoulder. “We always tell each other stuff, Calum please don’t shut me out.” She says and I just put my head in my hands. “I’m afraid what I’m going to say will make you hate me,” I admit and she tugged on my arm. “Please look at me, Cal.” She says softly, I give in to her voice and turn to face her. She took ahold of my hands, she had a firm grip.

“I can promise you that no matter what you say, I already hated you.” She jokes and I laughed, I shake my head at her awful joke. “How was Seth’s house?” I changed the subject and she drops my hands. “He didn’t help at all so I left like an hour in, I tried to call you to see if you could help but you didn’t answer. It’s finished though, I just finished it an hour ago.” She explains and I felt my heart twinge, I hated that I just abandoned her.

“I’m sorry, I’m an asshole.” I apologize quickly and she shook her head. “It’s okay, you’re not my partner so it’s not your fault.” She waves it off and I deadpanned. I knew she meant civil history partner, but I thought about it the other way and I felt the knot form in the back of my throat. I am so stupid for even thinking anyone could love my damaged ass.

I turn back to the city, tapping my fingers rhythmically against the railing. “You’re doing it again Calum! Just spit it out!” She exclaims and I flinched a little at her sudden change.

“I can’t imagine my life without you.” I just breathe it out and she seemed confused. “Calum, you’re my best friend and I’m going to be in your life for a long time.” She soothes and I laughed, she had no idea. “I don’t want to spend my life with you as my best friend!” I yell and her face turned into a sad look. I knew she took it in the worst way.

“God, way to beat around the bush. You sound so conflicted with your statements!” She yells back and her arms began to flail. “Because I am! I don’t want to just be your best friend. I want to be the guy you call when you need to fall asleep. The one who holds you before we doze off and be the one who makes bomb breakfast. I just want to be in love with you and you fall in love with me. God, I have held on to that for a while and I was too afraid to tell you.” It started off as a shout but it ended up as a whisper.

“You were always that guy to me. You let me drag you to an ice cream parlor and then let my dye a streak of your hair blonde because I couldn’t sleep at night. You help me fall asleep and then lay on the couch so you won’t invade my privacy. Calum, you’re not the only one scared to death to talk about feelings. Remember the first time I came over and was too afraid to ask where the bathroom was? Yeah, I’m still that awkward.” She giggles and I try to hide my own smile.

“So, what does this mean?” I ask and she takes a step closer to put her hands on my leather jacket. “What does it mean to you?” She asks and I cup my hand over hers. “I’m in love with you,” I admit and she smiles warmly. “Good, because if not then this was going to get awkward.” She jokes and I turn my head to grin widely.

“Hey! Don’t hide your smile from me! I just reciprocated your feelings and you’re going to just hide? I thought we had something?” She faked her sadness and I laugh. “You’re such a dork,” I mumble and she nods.

She moves her hands to my hips and then gathers my shirt at the hem, I brush my hands through her hair. “What do we do now?” I ask and she moves her cold hands against my bare skin. “Well, there’s only one question you haven’t asked.” She gleams and I ‘ponder’ my thoughts.

“What your project was about?” I question and she rolled her eyes dramatically. “Well, it was about how this guy I admitted my feelings for him and he is acting so oblivious. Although, he looks amazing so I might have to allow it.” She grins and I shrug. I lean down and kiss her lips softly, we weren’t like those friends who tried to kiss each other before, like in the movies. We literally were strictly best friends.

She wraps her arms around the back of my neck and I feel her trying to stand on her tippy toes. “Will you be my girlfriend?” I ask as she pulls back and she detaches for me. “Well, since you asked and you know I suck at saying no.” She giggles and I roll my eyes. “Is it too early to break up?” I ask and she nods. “I need this to last at least 2 minutes.” She stands back up on her tippy toes to kiss my nose.

I grab her hand and lead her back through the house. When I come down I see Luke and Ash taking shots. “Look who finally joined the party!” Ashton yells as he runs up to us to lift y/n in the air. “Hey be careful with my girlfriend!” I shout and push Ashton a little. “Finally!” I heard multiple people shout and Luke was dancing and doing some kind of hip gyrations.

“Michael and Ashton owe me $20 dollars!” Luke continued to dance and y/n looks at me. “Hey, if they’re making money can I just tell your management that this is a publicity joke? I need some money.” She jokes and I push her body into my side.

“You’re so close to being single again.”

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Masterlist

indications-

+ is fluff, ! is angst, ^ is both

Shawn Mendes

Self Deprecating ^

Forgot Our Day (2) !

Fallin’ All In You +

Date Night +

Little Family ^

Money is a Bitch ^

Anxiety ^

5sos

Michael

Late Nights +

Calum

Insecure-plus size (cont.) ^

Going, Going, Gone (2) ^

Broken Promises ^

Ashton

Babysit +

Pretty Damn Awesome +

Luke

Come Get Y’all Juice ^

Appendicitis ^

The Help (2) ^

Harry Styles

Take-Out +

The 1975- coming soon

Adam

Matty 

Ross

George

[shittyfandomimagines]

The Help

So like I cried twice so lol

Word count: 1,976

I would say starts with fluff but goes downhill at 80 mph

(GIF creds to owner)

My mornings always started out with waking up the two best guys in my life. It’s sad that Jaxton was easier to wake up than Luke.

I walk into Jaxton’s room after the failed attempt of waking up Luke, Jaxton had his teddy bear smushed in between his arms, he seemed so relaxed and I didn’t even want to wake him up.

“Jaxton, wake up sweetie. It’s time to get ready for school.” I sit down on his bed and comb through his hair. He stirs around for a bit before he opens his eyes, I always loved how vibrant his eyes are... much like his dad. He didn’t have the blonde hair like his dad, he got Scarlett’s dark brown hair. Though it was super curly like his dads.

“Y/n, I don’t want to go to school. I wanna stay here with you and daddy.” He whines as he sticks his hands out for me. I pick him up and let him lay in my arms, he clung on to me for dear life. “Well, I have to go to work and daddy has to go write music with your uncles. Today is Friday, Jaxton! That means we all get to stay home and watch movies tomorrow.” I coax and he loosens his grip some.

“But I’ll miss you.” He pouts up to me, my heart felt so full. I knew he wasn’t my kid but I helped Luke raise him since he was 3. I was only Luke’s best friend when Scarlett left Jaxton to be in Luke’s care. I helped babysit and then we just became so much closer. “Well, I will miss you too.” I kiss his forehead and he hugs me tight once more. “Let’s go get some Lucky Charms.” I bribe and he puts his feet on the floor.

When we get down the stairs, Luke was already putting the milk into Jaxton’s favorite bowl. I boost him up to sit at the bar, Luke sets it in front of him. He gives Jaxton a kiss on the cheek and then comes over to me to give me a kiss on the lips.

“How’d my baby sleep?” He asks as he kept pecking my lips. “Fine, but I’m gonna be late. I love you two so much.” I give him one more kiss before turning my attention to Jaxton. “I’ll see you later, okay. Love you, Jax.” I kiss his cheek and I make my way to the door.

———

When I got home, I could smell something cooking. I was the one who usually cooked, so I’m surprised it smelled decent in here. “I’m home,” I yell out as I make my way through the corridor. I walk into the kitchen and see Luke stirring something. Jaxton was reading his book to Luke while sitting on the bar.

Jax was so far ahead with his reading, he absolutely loved to read to us. He did hate math though, but he was still so freaking smart. “Y/n!” Jax yells as he reaches his arms for me, I bend down slightly so he can hug me. “How was school?” I ask and he shrugs. “We played outside longer than usual.” He smiles and I ruffle his hair some. “Fun! Did you like it?” I ask and he nods.

“No hello for me?” Luke asks with a pout, I roll my eyes and walk over to him. I kiss his cheek gently and he smiles. “Hello Luke, how was your day?” I ask and he groans. “Cal kicked our butts today but we made a good song.” He says and I frown, “I’m glad it ended well.”

“How about you, baby?” He asks and I smile. “It was really good, they finally published a passage I wrote over Birth Control.” I gush and his eyes widen. “Baby, that’s amazing!” He says and drops the wooden spoon to lean over to kiss my lips. “I know!”

I go to our room to change and when I come back down, Jaxton was nowhere in sight. “Since he’s in the living room now, I need to tell you something.” Luke seems more serious than before. “Go ahead.” I sit where Jax was.

“Scarlett messaged me today, she wants to see Jax tomorrow.” He sighs and I roll my eyes.

“What did you say? I don’t really think she should. She has let Jaxton down several times, you’re not legally obligated to let her. She’s lucky to even have contact with you after the court hearing.” I rant quietly so Jaxton didn’t hear.

“Well, it’s his mom and she deserves the chance to at least see him.” He almost sounded annoyed with me for ranting. “Yeah because she’s the best influence for him.” I scoff and he just gives me a scornful look. “I don’t know what my response is anyways.” He blows it off.

I know I honestly didn’t have a say in this, I’m not Luke’s wife nor am I Jaxton’s mom. It’s just hard to see Luke continuously fall for her tricks and not decide that she’s definitely a letdown for Jax. “Okay, well I’m going to go sit with Jax.” I blow it off and go into the living room.

I sit down on the couch and once he sees me, he comes to sit beside me. He lays his head on my lap as I turn on the tv to find reruns of Scooby Doo, it was a personal favorite in this household. “Y/n, do we get to stay in tomorrow?” He asks while looking up to me. “Hopefully baby, hopefully.” I lean down to kiss his forehead.

We watched the show for a while before Luke called us to eat dinner. I almost had him asleep by the way I was running my hands through his curls.

—-

“Do we get to be home tomorrow dad?” Jax asks as we both tuck him in. “Mommy might come to see you.” He says and I guess I found out his response to her. “Goodnight Jaxton, I love you,” I say as I kiss him once more on the cheek. I walk out before Luke was finished tucking in his side.

I bounce down the stairs and try to bite my tongue to prevent my screaming. I couldn’t even believe that Luke would allow her to come over.

“You’re mad.” He says as he bounded down the stairs. “I’m not Luke.” I shortly remark as he shakes his head. I could tell he was annoyed with me.

“Well it is her kid, she should at least see her kid.” He defends himself before I even had the chance to say anything. “If that’s true, it was a waste to go to court 2 1/2 years ago.” I point out and he scoffed.

“I believe that people change and she should get to see her kid.” He states and I chuckle. “She has missed or didn’t show up to any of the other times she said she was coming. This is just going to hurt Jaxton!” I exclaim and he tugs at his hair. “But it’s been 5 months since she asked, maybe she’s changed!” He rebuttals.

It honestly sounded like he was hoping she’d come back into his life. I knew they were deeply in love but he always promised that he was over her. “Luke, you need to think about how this will end for Jax.” I try to go back to being calm.

“You’re not his fucking mom, y/n! He will never be your birth child, so technically it isn’t any of your business!” He finally snapped and I take a step back.

I knew I’d never be his true mom but I’ve been a mother figure for 3 years, I felt like in some way he was my son. I literally felt like Luke kicked me in the stomach. I knew it wasn’t my business but I don’t know why he shared all this information over the past 3 years then.

“So I’ve basically been a babysitter for 3 years, great.” I put my head down so the tears wouldn’t fall, but they did anyways. “Y/n, no. I’m sorry I’m just-“ Luke was cut off by Jaxton’s small voice.

He was standing at the top of the stairs, I could tell he had fallen asleep for a few minutes. “Daddy, why are you yelling at y/n?” He asks as he descends down the stairs. I look up to Luke and he saw my tears, I could see the guilt in his eyes. “We were just a little mad, it’s okay. You can go back to sleep.” Luke squats down to kiss his cheeks.

He comes over to me and extends his arms out, I bend over to pick him up. “Why are you crying?” He asks as he uses his tiny palm to wipe them away. “I’m just a little sad,” I admit and he frowns. “Is it because of daddy?” He asks and I look over to Luke for a split second. “No, I’m just sad that I won’t see you for a while. Just know that I love you so much. I’ll see you again soon.” I kiss his cheek and he wraps his arms around my neck tightly.

“You can’t leave! You’re my mommy! I don’t want you to go.” He whines and I had to stop myself from having a breakdown. “I’m not your mommy Jax, your mom is coming tomorrow. So, you need to head back up to bed so you can wake up early to see her.” I say as put him on the ground. I lean down to give him one last kiss and he slowly walks back up the stairs.

“You’re not leaving, right?” Luke tried to get closer and I put my hand up in defense. “I am Luke, you made it pretty clear that I am never going to be his mom. I feel like I’m just someone you used as a helpful babysitter and you’ve just been stringing me on. I should’ve known you just needed me here as the help.” I started to get choked up with more tears.

“No! It was never like that, I don’t love Scarlett. You’re the only one I love besides Jax, you know this. I didn’t mean what I said, it’s pretty fucking obvious that you’re his mom.” He tries to come closer and I take a dramatic step back.

“Luke, if you didn’t mean it then you wouldn’t of said it. I was only trying to help you sort out this mess that Scarlett always puts us through.” I cross my arms and his lips started to quiver, I had to put my head down to ignore it.

“You’re right and I’m so sorry for being angry. I didn’t mean what I said.” He suddenly moves closer and grabs my hand. I shake it out of my grip.

“I’m leaving Luke, I need to sort out this in my head. I can’t think straight when I’m here, I don’t know if or when I’ll be back. Just make sure Jax knows I love him.” I grab my purse and keys that were by the door.

“Y/n don’t leave, I need you and so does Jax. You’re seriously the love of my life and I can’t just let you walk out. This has happened too many times.” He pleads and I grab his hand one last time.

“Luke, I still love you okay. I love Jax more than anything but you were right. I’m never going to be Jaxton’s real mom, I’m always gonna be the help. I just need to clear my head for a while.” I drop his hand and I open the door.

“Are you coming back?”

“I don’t know, goodbye Luke.”

Part two??????

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The Help (2)

So like maybe angst but happy ending, as always..

Word count: 2,506

GIF creds to owner

I made my way to my best friends house. I had called to give her a heads up but she didn’t even care. It was stupid that I had this much sadness built up in my chest like I’ve had my feelings hurt from Luke before but not like this.

When I pass Jaxton’s school, I felt every emotion succumb me. I started to bawl as I just gripped the steering wheel tighter. It didn’t fucking help when I heard Luke’s voice come over the radio, fucking Youngblood. I slam my hand into the volume and it turned off completely.

I come to a halt outside of Megan’s house, I wipe off my tears and grab my purse. I open her door and locked it once I was in. “Y/n?” Megan’s voice comes from the kitchen and I make my way there. I see her sticking two spoons into a carton of cookie dough ice cream. She takes my hand as she leads us to her couch.

“Max is asleep so cry all you want, he’s a heavy sleeper.” She refers to her fiancé and I nod. I take a huge bite of the ice cream before letting my ass breakdown.

“Scarlett wanted to see Jax tomorrow and you know how much I dislike her because of every time she lets him down. I was telling Luke this and he just defended her, he snapped at me and it broke my fucking heart.” I try to choke back the sobs as I turn my head to the side.

“What did he say, babe?” She asks and I wipe my tears off. “That I wasn’t his biological mom and he’d never be my birth child, so I had no say in it.” I put my palms on top of my eyes and let myself sob harder.

“I guess I am so upset over it because I’ve always subconsciously considered that Scarlett would just waltz back into Luke’s life and take both of them away from me. So in the end, she did.” I hiccup it out and she was rubbing my back gently, I just to steady my breathing.

“C’mon eat some ice cream so you’ll calm down, take some time to relax.” She coaxes and I take a nibble of some ice cream.

The irrational fear I had over Scarlett was stemmed from me starting off as Luke’s best friend. I had always had a crush on him but I never stepped in, I had fallen for someone so my crush surfaced. I never imagined I would end up in the spot of his girlfriend or a mother-figure, not that it mattered now.

“I think Luke probably feels guilty about the court situation, I know you’re going to jump to the fact of how he chose to do it and she put herself in that situation. It’s just that you’re only seeing it from your side as the girl who is taking care of Jax and is in love with Luke. You’re letting your momma bear side of you affect how open-minded you usually are. You’re personalizing it because you fear that you aren’t enough for either of them.” She voices and I would literally pay her to drop out of her psychiatry major.

“I know I’m being close-minded but how could I not when it comes to Scarlett?” I ask and she grabs my hand softly. “You’re his mom Y/n, it may not be by a natural source, but he is your son. I doubt that he enjoys hanging out with her rather than with you. You kiss him goodbye and went to the mother&son dance with him. He didn’t invite Scarlett, he invited you. I’m sure he loves to eat your French toast and make sure you’re the one who packs his lunch. Y/n he technically is yours.” She soothes and I take a deep breath in.

“I just don’t understand why Luke would say that.” I nibble on some more ice cream. “How many times have you ever had an argument with someone and you said something you instantly regretted because of something you didn’t mean?” She asks and I shrug, I knew where she was going with this. “A lot,” I mumble and she nods. “I’m not saying that he was in the right but he is your boyfriend of 3 years. If he didn’t want you in his life, he wouldn’t ask you to stay in his or his son's life. I know this for a fact because he literally interrogated me when I first came over.” She jokes and I smile at the memory.

She puts the lid back on the ice cream, she stands up and extends her hand to me. I get up with her and we go back into the kitchen. “I brought some clothes down earlier so that you could change into them.” She points to the chair and I just decided to change in here, she already said that Max was asleep.

“I want you to go to sleep on the couch and rest, you deserve to just sleep peacefully. I’ll go get the blankets and some pillows.” She says and I nod, I lay on the couch and stare up at the ceiling. She comes back quick and I stand back up to re-adjust. We both say our goodnights and she turns the light off on the way out.

——-

“Y/n, y/n.” Someone was shaking me awake, for a second I forgot the argument and I just assumed it was Jax. My eyes pop open and I see Megan’s figure standing over me.

“What’s up?” I groggily ask and she hands me the phone. “Luke is on mute but he’s called me twice now because there’s something wrong with Jax.” She says and I sit up quickly.

“Luke?” I ask frantically as I sit up, I was hardly asleep now. “I’m sorry for bothering you right now but Jax has been crying and screaming for you, it’s been 20 minutes now and he won’t calm down. Please come help me and I’ll be out of your hair.” He sounded helpless and I could even hear the yells. “Okay, I’m leaving soon.” I hung up the phone and passed it to her.

“Jax is freaking out, I’ve gotta go,” I say as I grab my other clothes and I throw on my shoes.

The drive home felt like a blur but then again I was probably driving too fast. I pull into the driveway and was almost a foot out of the door, I run up the steps and get my house key ready. When I opened the door I could still hear the yelling. I bound up the stairs and l see Luke pacing outside of his door.

“Luke?” I grab his attention and he looks up, his eyes were littered with tears and heavy bags underneath. “I know you didn’t want me to call you but I need you, he wanted you to do the thing that always helps.” He pulls his curls and I nod.

“Jaxton, sweetheart?” I ask and he couldn’t hear me over the cries. I sit beside him on the bed and touch his hand softly. “Jax?” I ask and the sobs quietened, he opened his eyes that were screwed shut.

He was basically crawling into my lap and I traded places with him, I let him lay on my stomach. I let him calm down in my arms as I pushed my fingers through his hair. Every so often I hear him hiccup a bit. “Remember what we always do when this happens?” I ask and he nods. “I get my favorite books to read to you.” He whispers quietly and I smile slightly.

“You’re right, so what book are we reading tonight?” I ask and he perks up, his tiny feet start to run over to his bookshelf. I’m still amazed at how smart this boy is.

“Pete the Cat: I Love My White Shoes.” He tells me and I smile, I’ve listened to this book at least 10 times.

Once he reads the book to me, I could tell that he felt better about his dream. He didn’t seem so scared and anxious, so I sit up to let him lay back down.

“Are you ready to tell me about your dream or do you want to wait until breakfast?” I ask and he nods. “I had a bad dream that you left me because you didn’t love me anymore.” He says and I felt tears spring to my eyes, my heart breaking more. “Hey, you know how much I love you! You’re my favorite, more than daddy.” I whisper the last part and his giggles flooded over the pain.

“But I went to daddy’s room and you weren’t there.” His lips start to wobble and I grab his hand. “Did you only look in the room?” I ask and he nods. “Well, I was downstairs! I accidentally fell asleep on the couch, as you do sometimes. I’m sorry sweetheart.” I kiss his hand and he sits back up to be in my arms.

“Don’t do it again. I don’t want you to leave me.” He demands and I started to feel like shit about the whole fight. I knew I was his mom, I didn’t care about what Luke said at this point because I’m the one who helps him when he’s like this. I’m the one who wakes him up and usually makes sure he has his favorite bowl of cereal. Maybe I was the help but it was mostly out of love because helping is what a real mother would do.

“I won’t leave you ever again, you’re my baby.” I kiss his forehead. “Is it okay if I call you mommy? I don’t like my other mommy.” He sounded upset and I felt good even though it was a negative request. “Of course you can, you can call me mommy whenever you want.” I smile down at him and he finally lays back down.

“You need your sleep so we can get up and play,” I tell him and he nods. “Goodnight mommy!” He yells excitedly and I literally couldn’t stop smiling. “Goodnight baby.” I kiss his forehead before tucking him in.

I walk out and sit on top of the staircase, I felt Luke’s presence as he sat down beside me. I didn’t want to address the elephant in the room because I was too happy over Jaxton calling me mommy.

“Can we talk?” Luke asks and the happy balloon popped. “Yeah, we need to,” I reply and he stands up. “Let’s do it somewhere else, I don’t want him to hear.” He says and I stand up too. We both walk down the stairs and make our way into the living room.

“I’m sorry y/n, I never meant to hurt your feelings. I know I’m an awful dad and boyfriend, I just am so stressed constantly. I feel guilty for how court turned out, I just always feel obligated to let her see him.” He explains and I nod, Megan would be great as a psychiatrist. Though next time I’m going to Lauren’s house because she’ll be angry with me instead of a mellow psychiatrist.

“First of all, you’re a great dad and even though we fight it doesn’t make you an awful boyfriend. I should’ve let you handle the situation with Scarlett, it was your problem to deal with. I do understand though, I know I’m not his mom but I want to be. I want to let him know I’m here for the long run. I don’t want to just leave things like we did tonight because I just witnessed how it affected Jax.” I sigh and Luke looked like he wanted to smile but he was unsure about it.

“Are you staying?” He asks and I nod slowly. “I’m still upset about what you said but I love you, I want to work through this. I may be the help or a babysitter, but you two have made my life better.” I tell him and he scrunches up his nose. He walks towards me and engulfs me in one of his bear hugs.

“You were never the help or the babysitter, you were just his mom. I never ever want you to think that and I’m sorry I said something I didn’t mean.” He spoke as he pulled away. I was still in his arms and I could see the tears coming up.

“I’m sorry that I left without resolving anything, we made a promise a long time ago to stop leaving things unsaid or fixed. I don’t want to lose you or Jax.” I felt my lip quiver, he kisses my forehead softly and I wrap my arms around his neck to pull him into another hug.

He lifts me up and starts to make his way up the stairs, he opens the door to our room and puts me on my side of the bed. He comes around the other side and lays down, moving closer to my side.

“Are we good, like for sure?” He asks and I nod. “We’re good, I love you,” I tell him and he leans forward to leave a kiss on my lips. He pulls back and just moves me into his arms, his hand was underneath my shirt. He was rubbing circles on my hips softly, I just rested in the crease of his neck.

“Scarlett texted me after you left.” He says and it killed the mood, way to go Luke. I pull myself back to see his face. “She said she changed her mind, said she had other plans.” He states and I wanted to laugh, but I didn’t want to start another fight over her. “So What did you say?” I ask and he grins a little.

“That Jaxton already had a mom and that she needed to stop asking to come over because in the end she just lets Jax down.” He sounded so sassy and it made me laugh, but my heart was full that he called me Jaxton’s mom.

“Sassy Luke for the comeback.” I joke and put myself back in his neck. He pulled back to kiss my jawline and cheeks, he moved to my lips. He was more passionate than usual, it seemed like he was trying to prove or fix us. His thumbs were rubbing both sides of my head, I was gripping his bare hip. He pulled away and just stared at me.

“You do know I think you’re the love of my life and that I share these things with you because I value your opinions, right?” He asks and I nod. “I understand now,” I admit and he nods, he kisses my lips once more.

“Would it be cliche to propose tonight?” He asks against my lips and I groan.

“Yes, so don’t do it tonight.”

I feel like this didn’t slap like part one so I’m sorry y’all.