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[perseid-haunt]

Dog name idea: Chlorine

[satchels-and-socks]

Spencer is so fucking adorable it hurts:

Emily having a mysterious conversation right in the middle of the briefing room talking about her past and how she was Lauren Reynolds.

Spencer overhears the name and that she died

Spencer very concerned and in a very sweet voice: "who is Lauren Reynolds"

Emily: "An old friend."

Spencer: "How did she die?"

Emily: "A car accident."

Spencer: "I'm really sorry.''

[perseid-haunt]

A support group with the two of them.

"I confess I feel awful.... I killed a man...."

And Jack's like "It's okay sometimes you just gotta do that" and O.swald's like "It's alright they'll come back after 100 cycles"

[perseid-haunt]

Anyway this guy is unsettling and I hate him <3

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Why does this part always hit me so hard. I guess bc I've thought about this in life.

Whenever I wish so badly for a different life, I realize that would create a stranger of me and a stranger of others. I don't know that alternate girl and no one here can love her. I don't know the alternate versions of friends and family that would come of it and I can't love them.

[perseid-haunt]

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I should be allowed to do a system shutdown until the next day when I feel so terrible. My body is like I'm going to make it feel like I'm killing you in every way and you just gotta take it.

I can't distract myself.