im slitting my throat <3
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im slitting my throat <3
Tutti abbiamo un sogno.. possedere un sogno significa ambire a qualcosa che potremmo ottenere solo ed esclusivamente con le nostre forze. Avere un sogno significa vivere una vita di sacrifici, vivere una vita di stress, di malessere, di insicurezza, di disperazione. Ma tutto ciò, ci fa sentire vivi. Quindi.. Avere un sogno significa vivere...?
لا بُدَّ ليِ منكَ.
دع عنك الناس كلّها، وأسكنني.
I think the reason I’m so obsessed with figuring out who I am, what I want to do and my place in the world is because as a child I was never allowed to explore and become my own person. I’ve always had to fit into the mould my parents set for me, and anything that didn’t comply I cut away or tucked inside. So now I’m twenty years old, having my therapist help me realize that I’ve never been allowed to be my own person or make my own decisions, and that’s terrifying.
Remembering how he said,
“You know what so hard for me to do? Letting go of things..”