#6-19-16

[its123am]

6-19-16 (Sunday)

[ohhhh-n0]

entry no. 5

today i had the honor of meeting his holiness, the 14th dalai lama. this experience was truly inspirational. his buddhist teachings has brought me so much closer to my culture and religion.

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For you

I’m sorry but at the same time I’m not. I just miss you, but I know you don’t miss me so I’m trying to leave it alone. I don’t understand what happened, but I’ll do what you want and let you go. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted and needed, I guess I thought I was. Please try to remember me. I will always care for you. I’m not for sure if I’ll ever truly be over you, but I’m going to try. I know at least a part of me will always love you. I’m letting go.. I always told myself that I wouldn’t give up on you, but I also know that I want you to be happy, even if that doesn’t include me. I’m sorry if my writing makes you mad.. I’d rather release this way rather than take other routes, but if you don’t want me to write about you, I won’t. I’ll take those other roads for you. I’ll always love you. I’m sorry. If you decide you miss me and want to be friends again, make sure you are sure this time. I can't take people leaving anymore. Until then, I pray you have a beautiful life full of beautiful moments of happiness. Goodbye my first love. Take care. - Love, Mary

[kittykat53090]

@starkillerthedreaded , @foolstojoinmyevilarmy , and myself before we split ways for the weekend. It was loads of fun and I can't wait to see them again.

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“We just want you to be happy” yeah, ok. What if happy is a girl? Doesn't even have to be romantically, but things will change to where I'll be forced to hangout with the same people and pushed away from others