#6w1d

[wishing4baby]

Today we were told to work from home starting Monday, hubby is already doing that. Why or why did I not get my new laptop from our IT last week?

In other news, it seems surreal that I actually am pregnant. We have another scan next week.

i’m a little worried about corona plus pregnancy.

[dungeonsndiapers]

6w1d

I had so much trouble sleeping last night

I had so much anxiety about this baby and I wanted to get up and go hold Kennedy because my traitor brain keeps telling me she’s the only child I’ll ever get to hold. Then I started crying. I have no hope of actually getting to full term. I’ve never had an anxiety free pregnancy, but this is so much worse. I carry a lot of guilt because my early days with Liam I wasn’t very happy to be pregnant. I was scared about having another baby and didn’t feel ready. I was sad about Kennedy losing all the attention she gets and worried that there was no way I could love them both. I think about that and just feel terrible. I didn’t cherish the little time I had, and I want to now, but I just can’t. Pregnancy after a loss is the literal worst.

Everytime I close my eyes all I can see is an ultrasound with a baby that doesn’t have a heartbeat.

[prayingforthatpositive]

6W1D

So per my last count I would be 6W5D but I had an ultrasound yesterday and I measured at 6 Weeks exactly... they couldn't pinpoint a fetal pole because little bean is so small. They definitely made sure to worry the fuck out of me by telling me that they're concerned the pregnancy isnt viable all because they couldn't pin point a fetal pole at 6 fucking weeks... Its just too early. Its gotta be...

[love-mom17]

10.02.17

Here is my little bean growing inside of me 💕

I am 6w1d with a healthy heart beat of 113bpm ❤️

I am so content with everything 😌

I saw my little beans heart beat and it was just the most amazing feeling ever! My husband was excited to hear that everything is looking perfect 💕

We will be back in 6 weeks to check on the baby again. They drew out more blood this time. 😭 the nurse was a little rough on me.

My heart is happy 😍

Thank you all for being supportive through these past few days where I was worried 💕

[morcellement]

Heartbeat 😍 6w1d - it starts to feel real...

[igeekoutalot]

6w1d (it says 6w6d but that's wrong) Heart rate: 124 Due date: December 5, 2017

[wenevergotusedtoegypt]

Thursday, December 23, 2021

I went to get thyroid labs done yesterday and when the results came back this morning they were for FSH and nothing else. Apparently whoever from my doctor’s office put in the lab orders for her accidentally put that in instead of the thyroid labs (TSH, T4, and T3). Which. Come ON. Yes I have gotten FSH tested before but it’s not often, always part of a larger panel of labs, and I am a THYROID patient! You work at an ENDOCRINOLOGY clinic! Ugh. I’m perpetually disappointed by the staff at my doctor's office other than her, but she herself is too good for me to switch elsewhere. It’s just really frustrating. Getting those labs done took almost an hour of my day yesterday and now I’m gonna have to go back Monday and do it all again, and meanwhile time is ticking and who knows where my levels are holding right now. I remember with my last pregnancy they changed SO fast in just the 2-3 week gaps between testing, so I’m not happy about extending the time between checks.

[distinctionnotdiscussed]

Y’all, early pregnancy is hard.