10/4/17
I think I hate myself....why am I like this...why do things like this have to happen...
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10/4/17
I think I hate myself....why am I like this...why do things like this have to happen...
how to explain to someone that just cause i have the energy to reblog something doesn’t mean i have the energy to talk cause more often then not it takes me not even 8 seconds for me to properly tag something but more often or not our conversations last for literal hours and usually only ends when it’s late and one of us goes to bed
🖤🖤🖤🖤What would happen if I said goodbye to everyone? If I just cut everyone off? Would anyone come looking for me? Knock on my door and say"hey where you been?" Would they feel worried or at all concerned? I feel so disconnected however I hate and love it very much🖤🖤🖤🖤
7:29 p.m., 7:30 p.m. - Love is Like a Cocktail (Chisato’s cell phone)
That fucked up feeling when you hate your entire existence and you cant even do the simplest things or tasks at work makes me wanna fucking die. It ruined my whole mood and I was so depressed before this that I almost had a breakdown in public. So exhausting being so sad and hopeless as I feel. What even is the point. Of anything. I feel like such a failure at everything can someone kmn I mean it kill me. Everything is always so tiring and saddening and really dark. I think of everything and everyone who continues to fuck me up and fuck me over like the fuck man.
imma take a bath