Originally posted on October 27th, 2017
If you’ve been watching the dates, you’ll have noticed that updates started having longer and longer delays between them. This wasn’t really due to time constraints or problems with where to take the story (ie, normal reasons for me being slow in updating). Instead, I was starting to have moral issues with the comic itself.
Simply put, I’d begun regularly studying the Bible and attending various Church related functions. The more I studied, the less comfortable I was with telling a story set in Hell.
In late August / early September I ended up nearly dying due to a parasitic infection. As implausible as that sounds, it really happened, and the stay in the hospital helped solidify my thoughts on how things were going in my life.
This eventually led to this comic, where Delilah’s comments echo my own regarding this Tumblr and a few other things I was working on. Caballo’s last remark also echos another option being considered: just quit. Nobody’s forcing me to work on these blogs, so why not bow out and go on my way?
Lastly, this post also included the most explicit and dark reference I was comfortable making. Delilah’s position in this comic is no accident. It’s easiest to recognize from the final panel, where the whole scene is visible.
Recognize it? Her pose, the tree beside her, and the way her tail is curled around her leg is a direct reference to The Hanged Man, one of the Major Arcana in a Tarot deck. This was specifically chosen because of what it means if it’s seen when reading someone’s fortune.
This card indicates that the person is facing a difficult choice, and because they are unable to choose between their options, they are trapped. It’s important to note that the Hanged Man is tied up by a snare, not a noose -- they are merely restrained, not being strangled. Thus they can free themselves by making that choice.
Here, the choice is whether or not to abandon Delilah’s Tumblr, and at first, this was the choice I made. Three months later, I’d start thinking of ways to revive the blog to be less offensive and more interesting.












