Aug 5, 2018
Some nights are so fucking hard and I don’t know what to do with myself. All of a sudden a song comes on and I’m completely broken because it reminds me of a memory with someone I used to be close to. I’m so tired of feeling like this. I’m so tired of being sad and guessing and all of this shit. I want to be okay again. I don’t want to feel like I’m on the verge of tears literally all the time. I try to tell myself that crying will make me feel better but it never does. I just want this all to end. I’m so tired. Everytime I feel like I’m getting better something twists and I’m left worse than I was before. I just want someone to tell me it’s gonna be alright. It’s so hard.