We're all here playing with kinks that are, at best, only slightly problematic. I had someone I was chatting with go from us telling each other about some of the spicier scenes we've each done, to them basically telling me I should die. And it wasn't anything particularly reprehensible!
(I'm having my "fakeboy" introduce "herself" as a cis woman to the people I'm "making her" go fuck. Because it's more degrading. They said we're basically raping these people because we're not telling them that "she" isn't cis)
(preface - There some VERY OBVIOUS hard limits we should all have. There are some UNAMBIGUOUSLY NOT OKAY types of sexual content. You all know what I'm talking about. This isn't about that)
I understand that we all have our own rules for ourselves. That not everyone would be comfortable with everything. But let's use exhibitionist kinks as an example.
Are you sexually harassing the people around you if your partner controls a remote vibe while I'm out in public?
What if they make you call a friend or family member while they eat you out, and you have to keep it together?
Is it still informed consent if your tell your partner to go ask a stranger to fuck you? What if you don't tell the stranger that this no strings attached blowjob is part of a larger humiliation scene with your "owner" and they're getting off on knowing you're degrading yourself?
Your partner asks you to touch yourself to your best friend's Instagram pictures? Your partner has you go out in public in something skimpy with degrading body writing? Is rapeplay violating survivors of SA who might see you posting about it? Is Intox play unethical? Roleplaying as a fictional character your partner thinks is hot. Roleplaying as someone your partner used to date?
We're getting up on stuff because it feels fucked up. (Not the "should on everyone's hard nos list" stuff!) But Jesus Christ people, you lose the right to high road someone about the nuances of their kink scenarios when you're getting off to rape, misgendering, and dehumanizing.
I assume everyone agrees, but like, I'm still hurt! They seemed cool and we'd been just kind of info dumping about kink to each other for days. And to get hit with something like that when I was feeling open and comfy just really fucked up my whole day and I feel so deeply unsexy now. I'll be fine, but like, what the hell?
You get high with your step-brother and things really spiral out of control.
pairing: geto suguru x reader
wc: 1.5k
contents/warnings: dark fic, 18+, step-cest, alcohol use, drug use, intoxication, noncon, non-consensual somnophilia (kind of), reader passes out, non-consensual cunnilingus, geto suguru is a bad guy, dead dove: do not eat
notes: i've been working on a full on fic for this concept but i haven't written a full fic on years so i'm just gonna upload the little snippets that are finished ig!!
credits: dividers by @/dividers-are-us
“So how come you don’t hook up with people?” Suguru asks while taking the joint from between your fingers.
You’re already a little high and still quite drunk. The two of you had just gotten back from Gojo's party when you decided to smoke a little weed. You don’t quite know how you got to this topic of conversation, how this turned into talking to your step-brother about your sex life. Or your lack of one.
“I dunno,” you start, hazy eyes fixated on the way he puts the joint between his plush lips—the one that was just between you lips— to take a deep drag. Once again you’re hit by how beautiful he is with his soft black hair, gentle amethyst eyes and perfectly sculptured face. You almost lose your track of thought, but at his waiting expression you continue, “I’m weird with sex.”
It’s a simple statement, one that doesn’t actually explain anything at all. But your marijuana riddled brain cannot come up with a better explanation.
“Weird?” He asks, mouth pulled up into an amused grin that would no doubt make you flush with embarrassment if you weren’t high.
“I just…can't, like, relax. I get so in my head over everything and then when it happens I don't really feel anything. Like, I get so overwhelmed by doing the right thing or saying the right thing. I need…”you trail off—the weed and alcohol really starting to hit you hard.
Suguru cocks his head, fox-like eyes glinting with interest and satisfaction at having his assumptions confirmed. Gentle fingers brush a strand of hair from your face and a content hum escapes your pretty throat before he asks, "What do you need?”
“I think I need someone to decide things for me, y'know?" You're mumbling, not even really registering what you're saying anymore. With glossy, unfocused eyes you mutter:"To do what they want…not let me have a choice."
He stills for a second at your response, before asking,“Is that so?”
“Hm,” you hum, not noticing the dark edge in his voice, and nuzzle further into his lap, heavy eyelids closing and your breathing evening out.
Suguru wonders if you can feel his erection, if you can feel the throbbing of much he wants you. His fingers wander down your throat, a feather-light touch and your breath hitches. The strap of you skimpy tank top has slipped down your shoulder and when you nuzzle even closer, cheek pressing against his boner, Suguru's self control snaps.
The movement is way too quick for you to follow, but suddenly he's on top of you and your eyelashes flutter open, a little surprised noise escaping your throat.
“Anything I want, hm?” He coos in your ear, hitching your leg up to settle between your thighs. A crease forms between your brows.
"Wha-" But Suguru interrupts you by pressing his lips against yours. The kiss is a messy, sloppy thing. You’re too out of it to kiss him back properly—even if you wanted to, which you're not even sure you do—so he takes the chance to explore your mouth to his heart’s content. He licks into your mouth, practically exploring every crevice and grinds his bulge against your clothed core. When a whimper escapes your lips, he grins and rolls his hips harder against you.
Weakly your fingers dig into his arms, maybe you’re trying to get him off, maybe you're trying to hold on to something. He doesn't particularly care either way.
You're panting when his lips finally leave yours and there's a string of saliva connecting your lips.
You experience the next hours in flashes. One moment you're laying on your back, his head between your trembling thighs, white-hot pleasure building in your stomach. You're babbling incoherent nonsense while his talented mouth ruins you. His tongue assaults your clit, flicking it back and forth before sucking on it. He coos soft praises into your cunt when you start crying out, before he harshly grips your thighs and brings you to your peak. Your hips buck up, desperate to pull away from his administrations, but he doesn't let you. Tears drip down your cheek and your thighs tighten around his head before you're engulfed by darkness.
Your skin is covered in a sheen of sweat, clothes long gone, and your cunt is dripping slick down your ass. Your thighs are pressed to your chest, feet dangling over broad shoulders. Something hot and heavy is pressed between your folds, gliding from your entrance up to your twitchy, sensitive clit. You're moaning, back arching of the bed when something grabs your jaw. Slender fingers dig into the skin and your eyes blink open. It takes a while for your view to focus and your breath hitches when you look into Suguru's dark, hungry eyes.
"Open," he purrs.
When you do, he spits a heavy glob of saliva into your wanting mouth. As soon as it hits your tongue you moan. Your eyes flutter closed, and you swallow without being asked. It's then that the thick head of his cock catches on your entrance and he pauses. You hold your breath in anticipation. His grip on your jaw loosens, fingers gliding down to your throat before circling his fingers around it. It's not tight enough to cut off circulation, it's just there. Your inebriated, lust riddled brain doesn't flash a red warning sign, instead the threat makes you tremble.
You shriek when he starts pressing his cock into your too tight hole. It hurts in a way that makes you freeze, body coiled tight with tension. Suguru groans when you clench around his tip, your hot cunt restricting around him in desperation to push him back out. His fingers squeeze your throat once.
"Let me in," he groans between gritted teeth, pushing further into your heat. The pain is brutal, his cock to long and thick even though you're dripping wet. You whine, squirming beneath him, trying to wriggle away from the sting but Sugurus hold on your waist tightens. He stills and presses his forehead against yours.
"You gotta relax, baby," he murmurs and presses a soft kiss to your lips, "can you do that for your big brother?"
It's shameful, really, how your cunt clenches around him at the title. You whine, nodding before you hide your face in the pillow. The hand on your hip slides to your core. His thumb finds your clit, and you gasp at the touch. He circles around it gently, nose nudging at your jaw. Willing, you turn your head and then his hot lips are on yours again, swallowing your pitchy moans and your cunt finally starts to give.
It's still a tight fit, your scorching, dripping walls attempting to stretch and stretch and stretch. There's still a feeling of discomfort, but with his thumb on your clit and his tongue in your mouth it morphs into something else. Pain and desire start intertwining, every new inch stretching you open is accompanied by a spark of pleasure. The feelings start to amplify each other.
When he's finally sheathed all the way inside, his tip plugged neatly against your cervix, you almost choke. Your thighs are trembling, your cunt clenching so tight around him like she never wants him to leave, like she wants to milk him dry. You've never felt this full before, it's like he's all the way in your throat. He's now forever carved inside of you, created this cavern only he can fill. Your breath comes out strangled and above you Suguru is groaning, gritting out profanities at your tight heat. For a couple seconds the two of you just try to breathe through the intensity of it all. It lulls you into a feeling of safety, like the hardest part is now over. But you couldn't have been more wrong.
You don't even have time to mourn the loss of his cock because he's already thrusting back inside of you, his hips slapping against the back of your thighs. There's nothing gentle about the way he's taking you apart. It's rough, animalistic, like he's lost all control. He's panting against your open mouth and the grip around your throat tightens. High pitched cries escape your dry throat, the noises almost drowned out by the sound of him plunging into you, by the noises of your sopping wet cunt.
When he starts angling his thrust upwards, to find that spongy spot inside of you, you start mewling. Your fingers find his neck, nails digging into the skin and your whole body spasms when he locates it, the pleasure so agonizing it feels like a punishment. It feels like an assault, the way he's attacking that that spot over and over while your cries grow louder.
The orgasm hits you like a freight train. It feels almost violent, your cunt threatening to cut off his dick with how hard she's clamping around him while your back arches off the bed. Tears are streaming down your cheeks and you're sobbing. Wet, little hiccups escape your bitten lips while you're shaking. Your step-brother stays inside of you, your walls constricting around him, while he whispers little praises into your ear and pressing soft kisses to your wet cheeks. Exhaustion starts settling into your aching limbs and before you know it you're enveloped by blackness once again.
How old were Toga and Dabi when they met pre 7tgh, how long was Dabi with the pimp before she came along? When they joined the league together, did he have the same thing of 'can't believe you'd let this psycho in' - like, being close to her but thinking her flighty and unsuitable for something like this? How did Giran pitch the league to them and did he miss their presence? I love their whole friendship and Toga being caring and protective and Dabi accepting her and offering himself up to her (internal shame x low self worth I guess), they're so Let The Right One In
Omg you're right they ARE so Let The Right One In. I always thought about an au with them and that movie <33
I go over their backstory timelines in the strawpage, so this information is there too. Himiko ran into Dabi soon after she ended up on the street after she attacked that kid. She was around 13/14 and he was about 19. Timelines are different in this au than they are in canon, so basically it went-
Touya was thrown out of the lab at around 18/19 in this au, (instead of running away from the facility at 16)
He met Swifty Slim the pimp guy within a few months of being on his own, and Swift befriended him, kinda coerced him into a relationship, and then began pimping him out within the span of a few months. Touya was, like, hella naive and didn't know how the streets worked, how friends worked, or that Swift had fucked up intentions so he was manipulated into shit really quickly. There's a sidefic about this I've yet to finish.
Himiko attacked her classmate when she was 13, turning 14, and ran away. She laid low for a few months trying to avoid cops and such because she was afraid she'd get sent back to the psych ward. So she hung out in areas she knew cops wouldn't go, like the "bad" side of town and tried to blend in.
Swift and his buddies often picked up randoms off the street to pimp out. Some of them he manipulated into shit like he did with Dabi, others they just grabbed up and forced into it. Sometimes Swift was an asshole and made Dabi get involved in picking up people, like asking him if he noticed any new faces on the streets he usually worked on and then would kinda have him keep an eye out for people that would be good picks, or asked his opinion about randoms they saw. I like to think Swift saw Himiko at some point and was like "oh Dabi what do you think about her? You know her at all?" And she'd, like, said hi to him one time and he has problems so he's like "oh yeah she's nice I think." Then Swift snatched her.
By the time their pimp and his buddies brought Himiko into it, Dabi already had an established thing with Swift, was living with him and "in a relationship" with him, and Swift had made him dependent via getting him hooked on drugs and coercing him into staying around bc he "owed him a lot for taking him in off the streets and buying him food and medical supplies and stuff." So it had been at least six months that Dabi had been with Swift when Himiko ended up there.
Himiko would've hightailed it out the first chance she got if she wasn't 1) afraid of what these guys would do if they caught her, and 2) deeply concerned by the relationship Dabi had with their pimp and worried he'd hurt Dabi if she left. So she spent a good while trying to convince Dabi to run off with her but he was, like, thoroughly convinced staying with their pimp was the best option. There's a sidefic with this too.
I imagine they stayed there with Swift for a couple years, until they met Giran, who was a, for lack of a better word, colleague of Swifty Slim since Swift also dealt in drugs and weapons and Giran came to him for supplies. He noticed the shit going on with Himiko and Dabi, since they were both staying with Slim and clearly being abused. So he bought time with them a few times to get a better understanding of their situation and then basically offered them to stay with him instead, and he'd pay off the "debts" Swift said they'd owed him.
It took some convincing, especially with Himiko because she didn't really trust he had good intentions either. But eventually they went with him, he kinda bought their contracts off of Swift and then let them crash at his place like "hey btw you guys don't gotta do that anymore if you want, but if you do I can help you do that more safely and I'll be fair about it."
Himiko would've been around 15 or turning 16, and Dabi would've been like, 21 ish.
They stayed with Giran, and later Jin, until they were recruited into the league because they'd gotten into Stain's whole thing, and Dabi decided then he wanted to do something about Endeavor.
I like to think Dabi was okay with Himiko joining UP UNTIL they had the meeting and Dabi saw Shigaraki and Kurogiri and realized what the league actually was, and that all of this was connected to All For One, and Lowkey started freaking out internally at the idea of All For One, Ujiko, or Shigaraki having access to Toga and hurting her, so he tried to sabotage her attempt at joining by being like "omg you don't wanna let this CRAZY GIRL in she's A PSYCHO!!" Bc he's willing to put up with whatever when it came down to it, but he didn't want anything to happen to Toga. Which was kinda fucked up of him ngl.
Toga was hella confused he said that about her though, especially since he refused to tell her why he tried to sabotage her attempt at joining. Cue her glaring daggers at him as they walked back like "wtf was that?" And he wouldn't actually tell her so he's just "*sad puppy eyes* sowry 😔" and then he let her drink his blood and fuck him 🙂↕️
the first time i got fucked in the ass was technically rape i guess
back in my freshman year of college i used to fuck around a lot with this pretty sketchy guy ngl. he was a dealer and gave me free weed in exchange for sex and we got closer than my typical NSA hookups over that year. he actually helped me move out of my dorm and met one of my moms that day i just remembered (after the events of this story) loool
we were in my dorm fucking doggystyle on the bed. he was looking at my asshole while fucking my pussy and asked if i'd had that ass fucked before. all i said was "no, just toys".
he barely hesitated before pulling out and sticking his dick in my ass without warning. didn't even really go particularly slow or gentle. just got it all the way in then kept fucking me like he was still in my cunt lol
maybe because i didn't expect it; i wasn't tense or something, because it didn't really hurt much at all. i thought it felt really good actually. and i felt like such a whore for how good it felt. the anal itself, but especially the surprise of it. thankfully even on T i've been blessed with a pussy that can never stop drooling so that alone was enough lube
anyways i thanked him and kept fucking him for the rest of the semester 😇
ok so like I have to know how deep the hero trafficking ring was in 7tgh. like was touya the only kid they fucked up?? or was he just the favourite??? and how many heroes were involved?? how were the videos distributed???? how MANY videos would they make - would it be like on a weekly basis for poor touya ??
on a side note i just had a thought ... it would be kinda hot to force rindou to make videos with other children.... sjskjsksjsksksk sorry if these questions have been answered before loving the series so far !!!!! (*^3(*^o^*) 💞💞
We'll get more into the commission ring later in the series, actually. It ends up coming up in part 5, so some minor spoilers here.
Technically, it runs very deep and there were different branches and types of films being made depending on who/what was involved. The shit is usually dropped before they turn 13, so Touya would've been dropped anyway if the fire didn't happen. They specifically don't use kids they intend to be heroes for it, so like, Hawks and Bounce Boy wouldn't had been involved because they were being trained to be heroes. Can't risk those videos being found of top heroes, or risk "fucking up" their future top heroes. Different type of trafficking there.
Stain was involved too, though his own thing was probably a little differently. You should ask @hearth4dayss about Stain's hero commission ring shit, because it'll come up later for both him and Dabi, and Stain has his own whole thing going on with it.
In this case though, unlike the lab for example, Touya was not favored or special or anything like that. He was kinda just another number, just another person they used. Since he was already pre-groomed and had all this normalization of being mistreated, Touya (or Rindou to be more specific) was more involved in heavier more violent films; like faux snuff, hardcore & hurtcore, and black market quirk baby bullshit. Other kids were not involved with Touya specifically, it was only adult men within the commission or heroes with their identities hidden in the films because, again, this would look really bad coming out. Touya learned to think he was something special, and this was a special opportunity he was being given bc he didn't see the other victims, but a lot of that was manipulation. They knew Touya wanted to be in the hero world, wanted Daddy to approve of him and daddy's cool hero friends to like him, and they told him it was a special thing he could do within the commission and maybe he could get a chance at being a hero if he did it and proved himself (all completely lies,b they had no intention of making him a hero esp bc his quirk is defective.)
It was definitely a regular thing, probably at least a couple times a month outside of the programming itself. There's a lot of "movies" that were made, a lot of Touya, and they were distributed within the hero commission through trading collections, most of which never made it to, like, the Internet or anything like that. That'd be too risky. A lot of heroes were involved, especially older generation heroes, but also just a lot of commission workers. Again Touya was not the only one, there were many more. Most of them are probably dead.
I do have fics about it with Rindou in the side fics. This one is an account of the first time, and was basically preparing / testing Touya for it, and kinda how Rindou split. This one doesn't directly involve scenes with the commission ring itself but it's centered around Rindou and shows how the programming has affected her.
