Mar 17, 2017
This site get super enabling sometimes and man...
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This site get super enabling sometimes and man...
I find myself realizing that I think I actually hate art school.
I'm bored of everyone who's around me at the moment and everyone I find interesting is outside of my life right now. I feel really out of my element, but I always have to remind myself that college is the part of your life where you are the most alone.
I miss being surrounded by people who were kind enough to listen to me
I feel bad about the amount of work I'm getting done because I don't sleep as well as I'm supposed to.
Im reading an article about art history and I'm struggling with it because my brain to too tired to process it. I just got called dumb because I can't focus on reading it without letting the content slip out of my head. I don't know, I'm just bothered now. I was proud of myself for doing so much and now I hate myself because I'm so slow at reading and I don't understand "simple" text. I don't like going in circles in my head
I feel so silly. I thought about marrying my dear smalls today and I've been a bit red for the rest of the night. Having feelings for someone is funny you know
i took steps towards letting myself change and let go the other day and im quite glad i did if im being honest with myself.
New times feel nice and my current new job is a really good distraction for me right now. Its fresh really
This summer has been so weird for me/// I can literally feel my old friends drift away from me and I didn't think I would be this okay with it. I'm angry because I wonder if there's anything I could do to stop it but the realization that I should just let go it stopping me from thinking so negatively about it. I changed this summer and I'm pretty happy about myself and where I'm going.
I just want to be a storyteller.
ALSO I’m kinda glad I ditched being public with being kin like. It made me happy once but stuff happened and now I’d rather just? Have it for myself?
It’s still there I just won’t talk about it really
Honestly... for real now... this blog makes me happy I like looking back at it at the end of the day and seeing the flowers and remembering how much I love them so much