Oct 30, 2015
Sometimes i wonder if this will ever actually get easier. I worry that I'll almost always end up crying atleast once a week over it. Its so hard losing someone you carried inside of you for 12 weeks,someone whom you had great plans for. Someone you loved from the moment you learned about them. Losing a baby that i never got to meet is so terrifying and devastating. I haven't felt the same since i found out over a month ago. I still have flashbacks of that day. I jusy hope things get better soon.
