"I'm lucky to have you" Yes, and certainly you are, certainly they are excellent. They're sweeter than ice cream and more thoughtful than you anticipated. But you also can't discredit yourself here. I feel you in there, trying to wiggle this into some kind of I Don't Deserve This. You can be lucky And deserve it. You have so many people in your life telling you they see you working as hard as you can and that you deserve good. The harder you work the luckier you get, because you are Loved. And it is not from air they pulled this love. It's easy to love you. From the things you say to the precedent you set. You might have inherited love from them but you have Shone that love into the world so clearly. Maybe scratchedly, maybe foggy at times. But I can say honestly you have had a positive effect on all, even the ones who raised you. You deserve this because you're lovely. You deserve this because they love you. Even when you have nothing to offer. Even when you're spent and used up and being torn up at the seams and have been for Months. Your worth is not dependent on what you can give. It's not even dependent on others Deciding you're worthy. You just are. You just are.