#9rants

[the-frontporch-dog]

can someone in the most DETAILED way explain fictionkins are to me ?? everytime I've had someone try to explain what a fictionkin is, it only sounds like pure delusion that I do NOT want to feed in to.

This might come off REALLY shitty but it's the way I see it with how people explain it to me, if someone could put an actual definition of what a fictionkin is that would be great.

[the-frontporch-dog]

being anti willow/endogenic is ableist you should do better fucking loser

oh wow look at this, people who can't listen!!! my favorite type of people!!!

POP QUIZ!!

whos more ableist? actual CDD systems or people who sit here and roleplay our disorders?? seriously though get the FUCK off of my page, I do not care if you people see me as "ableist" I am not going to sit here and support people who roleplay mine and many others people's disorders and make it look like a fantasy story book because I promise you it's not all sunshine and rainbows.

the fact you sat here and typed this out for me I'm truly honored. Anyways in case you couldn't read;

DNI = do NOT interact.

DNI endos = DO NOT INTERACT ENDOS, THIS INCLUDES WILLOWGENICS AND WHATEVER OTHER BULLSHIT YOU GUYS HAVE COME UP WITH.

why you people have such a hard time understanding people's Dni's are beyond me and you wonder why people do not like you guys.

THERE ARE SPACES MADE FOR YOU GET THE FUCK OUT OF OURS.

[the-frontporch-dog]

hi guys, I wanted to share my sorta decor server! basically I've been making less-straining versions of pride flags and a bunch of different other flags and decided to make a server of it!!

here and a few examples + the link

Check out the '' SATURATED . FLAGS community on Discord - hang out with 11 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

[the-frontporch-dog]

can we stop acting like every alter is gonna be happy go lucky?? this is a TRAUMA disorder, of course some alters aren't going to immediately jump to be your friend or even may just be a complete asshole.

[hxngmxn]

No July for Loki

So, my month for Loki will be fucked for the third year in a row.

Every year I try to do that thing where I make a daily offering, of any kind, even a small one, to Loki (I shared the experience on my previous blog a few years ago). And every year, there’s something that prevents me from doing it. This year, I find myself stuck for 10 days minding my two-years-old niece with absolutely not a second to dedicate to working on an offering (or to working at all, for that matter, fare you well, good money ;A;).

I’m alive only one month per year, and it’s in July. As the end of June draws near, I start remembering who I am, and what I want, I make plans and decisions, I feel things and express them, I feel creative and inspired... It lingers a little into August and then I go back to my usual numb self.

And every fucking year, I have to ignore that, to ignore the few personal feelings, hopes, ambitions and desires I have in order to satisfy other people’s.

I’m waving 10 days of work buh-bye so my sister can work for 10 days as a tour guide. And when she’s back I’ll be running around for my mom’s business and working to earn money that doesn’t even end up in my own pockets.

Every year, over the short period during which I feel like I exist, I’m constantly reminded of the fact that I don’t matter.