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[vermithorn]

CMON YALL AM I FLOPPING????!!!!

[kenlycake]

I'm bitter... and I coming to accept this.

I know you’ll read this.

And I know you’ll know it’s about you.

So you may ask yourself, “Hmmm…. Why is she writing this and not putting it somewhere else or on private…?” Because, this is my blog. I want you to at least acknowledge this.

ANYWAY. Tonight, I realized that it’s probably for the best you’re not responding. You’re probably struggling at least as much as I am. Maybe. Hopefully I’m not the only one…… It’s hard to go from talking every waking moment to nothing at all. Or maybe I’m just really bad at disconnecting…. both are possible. 

It may be better for me to delete your number and unfollow you… But on the other hand, I want to see how you’re doing, how your life is, how you are. Because I do care… I still care. 

Yeah.

It’s probably for the best to just disconnect.

BUT IT’S SO HARD.