Nov 20, 2021
(This is going to get a bit specific but bear with me, i promise it’s relevant) Cassfluidflux culture is being so indifferent and disconnected from your gender that it takes years to realize you never questioned your gender, questioned it, and then spent a further several months til you realized that it is there, you just can’t feel it and keep forgetting about it 99% of the time.
The vague feeling of something shifting in you in unnerving, especially when the only thing you feel is not the shifting, but the sudden different feelings you have towards gender stuff (re: aesthetic and vibes, I have no sense of gender lord help me) compared to last week
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