#a+

[niurd]

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[luminerium]

congo le empató a portugal y croacia está empatada con los ingleses? por fin me despierto de la siesta con buenas noticias 🙌

[niurd]

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[niurd]

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[dumbbitchhour]

Claude Monet, Ships in a Harbor, c. 1873 x

[dilftanger]

indian fusion attire is so fun look at this jersey with a dupatta 😌💅

[gorey]

in the end you gotta rely on coping skills but that doesnt change the fact that it's unfair that other institutions and people make me need to cope with their bullshit treatment of me in the first place. but life isnt fair and it's not in my power to rectify it but it Is in my power to give myself a really sick bruise. somehow calming myself down thru therapy skills feels more degrading than injuring myself in anguish but that's not a viable way to go on in life. But it's been what happens if I have to study or go to work and I'm terrified if my hearing leads to a final rejection I will be forced into environments wherein I will dissociate and hurt myself or will return home from and then hurt myself or hurt myself preemptively as a way to make it to a shift. This is like. Not new to me this is how it was. Which is one of the many reasons I applied for disability. So fuck me i guess

[gorey]

decided on doing a virtual hearing, praying that my therapist will be permitted to testify by my psych np who has really been unhelpful throughout this whole process and might end up being the reason shit fails and flops but. oh fucking well.