Things are probably going from bad to worse. :(
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Fingers crossed everything turns out okay. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
Thank you very much.
Things are very dicey right now. They have moved my dad from one ICU to another ICU. They needed to restart him on a certain drug for the Wegener's disease that he has. My mom was calm this afternoon, but after the late afternoon visiting hours started she lost it as his health seemed worse in her opinion and she is staying at the hospital for a second night. They have given him a 72 hour window for the drugs to really become effective, which means that he is at the mercy of most of the bad conditions that is currently enduring.
My mom is about to lose it and my sister is driving in tomorrow and she has been losing it. However, I don't know what is wrong with me, my mom says I have a very calming effect. I don't know if I have seen too much death first hand from other family members, the death of a best friend, or something else.
I just seems as though I should feel so much worse about this situation. The callouses on my soul are too thick at this point, why don't I feel more pain to what is going on. I feel bad that I don't worse, but at the same time what I am seems to be what is needed at least for my mom to cope.
I thank everyone for their support and prayers!